Promise Me (Levi x Reader)

Is This Real?

You stared up at the bottom of the bunkbed.

Your mind was empty. You felt empty.

You turned onto your side so that you were facing the wall. A heavy breath escaped your mouth.

Once again, tears started to rush down your face. You quickly wiped them away with your cold hand. No matter what, your mind always went back to Kai and Felix. First Willow and now them. Your whole squad was gone.

You slowly pulled yourself up with the little amount of strength you have. You looked over to see Nico and Rose sound asleep. Without making a sound, you crawled out of bed and headed towards the door.

You didn't have to think about where you were going. Your body automatically went there.

It wasn't long before you were sitting in your usual spot on the roof of the shed. Your eyes were focused on the clouds moving across the night sky.

You tried to slow down your breathing, but no matter how hard you tried, you found yourself getting worked up again.

"Relax." You heard a voice coming from below you.

You rolled your eyes as you slowly looked down at the figure standing outside the shed.

"Levi, please just leave me alone."

Levi climbed up onto the roof easily. "I would leave you alone if you weren't beating yourself up." Levi scooted next to you and scrunched his face in disgust.

"How the hell can you sit up here? It's filthy." He scoffed then looked over at you.

You turned your head and stared back up at the sky.

"Y/N. I know you lost your team, but it's not your fault. You still have Nico and Rose. Focus on them."

"Quit telling me that. It doesn't change the fact that they're dead. Just shut up and let me heal." You buried your face into your knees and began to softly cry. You felt Levi's hand lightly touch your back.

"Don't tell me to shut up when I'm trying to help you. Look at me." Levi shot his hand towards your chin, grabbed you tightly and lifted your head up to look at him.

He furrowed his eyebrows when he saw the tears streaming down your red cheeks.

Levi quickly moved in, placing a kiss on your cheek and then letting go of your chin.

"Listen to me and focus on your squad. If you don't they'll die too." Levi hopped off of the roof, brushing off his pants and then heading back towards the building.

You sat there in shock as you felt your cheek. It didn't feel real, and it didn't feel right. Your stomach churned when you thought about Kai's last words.

You shook your head and fell back onto the roof.

How do I feel about Levi?