Untold stories of Ymir. (Ymir x female reader) |Complete!|

Y/n's Depression...

(Reader's POV)

It has been about three week's since Ymir's went missing and no ones heard me speak since.

I haven't been able to sleep properly because when I actually try and rest my mind goes blank and I get nauseous.

During the day I can't hear what anyone else is saying because everything around me turns into a blur. It's as if I were dreaming. Having a very vivid nightmare that just plays on repeat and causes me to shut down.

I can't take proper care of myself either. When I try to shower I just start weeping as if my body knows that no one can hear considering the sound of the water muffles everything happening in the bathroom.

I can't eat without thinking about how Ymir used to tease me for how I ate my bread and potato stew. She'd just start laughing and then would typically wrap her arm around my shoulder.

I just....feel empty......

I'm laying on my flimsy bed when I hear a knock on my door. "Y/n, let me in..p-please" I hear Levi hiss out the last part. "hmmmmmmmmm" I grunt out, I feel like my hearts been ripped out and I don't wanna get up. "Open the fucking door L/n! Or I WILL break it" He orders. Laying in my bed, not giving a care to the world I hide my head under the very flat pillow that everyone hates.

*Crash* My door is now across the room but I only slightly flinched. My heart feeling like it's beating as slow as a snail can get to Trost. Levi comes and sits beside my feet at the very bottom of the bed.

"I don't know exactly what your feeling right now but....I guess i'm here for you...or whatever" I hear the eye-roll in his voice as he says this.

I just nod my head trying to say thanks. I feel him get off the bed and open my eyes in the hope that he's left. "Captain Y/n L/n, I will pull you out of your bed if you don't get up this INSTANT!" Levi says. Pulling my blanket over most of my face I turn to him, giving him a very deadly glare which he just returns.

"Okay, fine but just letting you know....Souta will be here in a few minutes.." Levi says, walking towards my dorm room's exit "Y/n, Come out soon... We miss you...." He finishes as he fixes the door quickly and finally walks out.

I've been thinking the past three week's. What if I just run away. Like it won't hurt anyone if I just leave for awhile. I wouldn't be gone forever....right?

I sit up in my bed and look out the window which is to my right. The sun isn't as bright as it used to be, The sky isn't as blue as it once was, The night's are short and the day's are even shorter, Why did she have to leave you might ask? It's because everyone does.....

Out of nowhere there's fast foot steps in the hallways. "Y/n, are you in there?" I hear someone ask through telepathy. I know the only person that could be is Souta so I respond. "Yeah.....I am..." I respond, I had totally forgot that he could use telepathy and I didn't want to hear my own voice out loud.

It's been a lot quieter since Ymir left and I don't know if I like it rather I don't know what i'm feeling or...... if i'm even feeling anything at all...

"Can I come in?" Souta asks, I think about it for a minute. "Just...give me a second......please..." I say.

Should we let him in?

YES, if we don't then we won't have anybody, Ymir and Historia are gone, we have NO parents what else should we do?

I'm talking to myself again....DAMN IT.....

But wh-what if he leaves like everyo-one else?

He won't......I need to trust him....

"Okay, you can come in but....Please weigh down the door and lock it so no one else can come in." I answer through telepathy. I can hear the smile in his voice as he replies with a small telepathic "Ok y/n"

"Y/N-" He goes to yell but I slap my hand onto his mouth. "Through telepathy!" He nods his head "So what did you want to talk about?" I ask, shifting the weight of my body onto one side. I have to do this because when I blacked out my shoulder blade landed first carrying all of my weight.

"Well, I can hear your thought's sometimes....and well...I was wondering if....you...wanted to....run away..with me..." My eyes shoot open, the widest they have in about a month as I hear him say this. I swallow a breath I hadn't realized I'd been holding.

"Why....why would you do this for me?" I ask, scratching the back of my hand. For some reason, ever since I can remember...My hand or arm will get itchy out of nowhere and I have to scratch it. I realized this only happens when I think too hard or if i've been thinking too much.

"The answers obvious! Because your my sister!" As Souta says this I smile but feel a slight blush plaster onto my face.

"Oooohhh is my sissy blushing?" He asks laughing a little bit. I huff as I cross my arms and look the other way. He just smiles and grabs my hand causing me to look back at him.

"Look, I just want you to be okay and I have a house where no one should be able to find us. It's also high enough so that titans won't be able to get to us. You don't have to i'm just....giving you options because I care..." I smile back at Souta as he says this.

"Souta....let's leave in two days..."I say, his eyes widen and he smiles again. "Thank you for trusting me" He says, out of nowhere he jumps and hugs me.

"Wow....what's going on? *Cough*" My eyes widen along with Souta's, I just spoke out loud for the first time in three weeks maybe a month.

"Y-you just spoke!".......

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