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I heard kentrell outside my door, yelling and hollering calling me every type of cuss word.
This man seriously has no control issues dealing with his anger, and that's one of the reasons I left him.
After a while, I snapped out of my little breakdown and motivated myself to get up.
I took my shower and put on warm cozy clothes, I took my lace front that kentrell fucked up off, I decided to just wear my natural hair, I'm a slick high bun with my edges slick down.
I cleaned up my room, feeling space cleanse my soul of the cleanliness.
"I still love you, even though a nigga don't act like it, you just hurt me and brought me so much pain, ion even wanna fuck with you nomo, but I can't stay away you my luh Ranada, I know you remember that shit, I can't believe you gave me my first Lil girl, I appreciate and respect you more for that, I know you think I ain't shit but I ain't, but I just want yo love and affection somebody to hold and care fa me too, that doesn't make me selfish to want shit fa my heart, in the past I know I did you wrong, I used to hear you cry over the phone every day, I understand now the hurt you have in your heart for me because I have the same hurt in my heart for the wrong you did to me", I heard him say.
I stood in the middle of my room speechless from his confessions, I felt my face realizing the tears streaming from my eyes.
He was right I hated him for how he treated me, and now he hates me for what I did to him.
All these feelings just out in the open, it's complicated and scary to issue out.
But it's time to discuss them for my baby girl.
I walked towards the door unlocking it opening the door.
I saw kentrell back on the wall, knees up to his face silently crying.
I rushed and hugged him, I felt his arms snake around my waist as we just sat in comfortable silence.
It feels good after all these years to touch and hold him.
We came faced to face, I looked in his glistening hazel brown eyes you could just get lost in.
"I'm sorry, for hurting you, I listen to every song you put out and I blame myself because I know it was because of me", I told him.
"Kentrell I never stopped loving you even before I even knew what it was, I always admired and cared for you", I told him.
"You gave me the best thing in my whole life, that I never had and that was a family in my eyes you're my hero", I told him.
I read his stale facial expression, we stood up and he snatched my arm rushing me into my room, pushing me on the bed.
"what the fuck you"- he cut me off with a sinister smirk.
"Clothes off NOW!" he said calmly but aggressively.
I looked at him crazy, this nigga not about to get no pussy out of me after he fucked up my $2500 wig the fuck.
"Nigga you crazy if you"- I started saying for him to start ripping and snatching my jumpsuit off my body.
I soon was naked with kentrell holding my legs open, biting his lip looking deep into my soul.
He pulled down his pants letting his dick spring out.
My eyes popped out of my head, I jumped back terrified.
"WHAT THE FAWK IS THAT?, THAT SHIT NOT GOING IN ME", I yelled to trying to get under my covers.
He quickly pulled me back, and entered into me, making my body jerk up so fast.
"I'm going to make you feel how you made me feel", he whispered into my ear.
R.I.P BLACK PARADISE THE PUSSY!
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|| 𝕶𝕯||"I know damn well y'all hear that shit", I said looking around.
"She up their Sounding like a big ass seal quacking outta breath and shit, I hear that shit from all the way down here", I mugged.
"Nigga you bout dum ass hell , seals don't quack", 3three said I quickly snapped my neck his way.
"What they do then?", I asked knowing his slow ass ain't gon know.
"They ER ER ERRRR" baby Joe said I looked at him weirdly while he clapped his hand.
"Nahh bitch that's yo retarded ass , special Ed ass fuck like Ben grandma slobbering in shit", I laughed.
"Awwwwwww you going straight to hell", joss said.
It got quiet , next thing I know I seen ten run up on me and it got black.
YOU ARE READING
Demon Seed 2
General FictionLexis was a hothead, cold-hearted foster child. That got her dream family and her dream man-years of Control, fighting, drama, and chaos after 5 years she found herself pregnant and kept it a secret when she comes face to face with the Notorious NBA...