Kingston Beginning's (Final Kingston Series Book)

Chapter 29

**(Edited)**

Grace's POV

After transferring all my paperwork to a local college in Jacksonville, and applying for endless scholarships I've finally retired my spot in Alabama College's educational program. I only have one full year of college left anyway, I'm a year ahead and I'm so ready to graduate. But it sucks it won't be from Alabama anymore, it won't be from the place that kept Beau and I together so long.

So sitting down at the front desk of the administration office holds a odd spot for me today. It's my last day here, Beau and I, we're packed up to leave tomorrow and it's just sad. But I guess it's on the new adventures together. I can't believe it's been so soon after he got the call that changed our lives and I'm so happy for him. But the same day our worlds changed and we had to start packing up to move, then we learned about Tyson.

I'm just scared that something might happen to him, and I'm terrified that every time I go back to the doctor there's a chance for more problems. We learned he's got several spinal issues, Down Syndrome, heart murmurs as in three of them, and his umbilical cord is wrapped around his neck and there is nothing we can do but pray he survives. But at this point we were told the chances weren't likely and any day I could lose my little boy. My little three pound guy, he's not big at all.

I move from behind the desk as the fax machine goes off and I start filing paperwork. It's quiet and silent until I feel my urge to pee hit again, five months of pregnancy has hurt me a bit with the bladder area. I walk to the bathroom and shut the door before dropping my underwear from the bottom of my dress. I pee for a few seconds and then my whole world crashes when I look down and see chunks of blood.

Instantly tears flow from my face down my cheeks as I look into it. I knew this was going to happen, I knew it was. I had a feeling that today was the day, and I've been regretting all day because I woke up and knew something wasn't right, but nothing can be done to fix it, nothing. I immediately call Beau from the stadium close by and ask him to run as I sob into the phone. Three minutes later the bathroom door bursts open as I unlock it from sitting on the toilet and open my legs.

"Beau?" I ask him as he looks between my legs and see the blood gushing out. I see his whole demeanor shift when he sees it and then his eyes fill with tears too. We knew it was going to happen, we knew it, we just didn't know when.

I grip his shoulders as the blood keeps pouring out of me into the toilet and clots leave me. One though stings so bad I cry out in pain. "Beau it hurts." I cry to him as I feel another sting hit.

I feel clunks similar to defecating but from my vagina, and it stings so bad. "I'm calling the doctor." He tells me wiping the tears off his face as he holds my hand and makes the phone call. Except this time he's not happy at all, he's a crying mess like I am.

"Okay" he tells her after a few minutes as he stands up from the floor. He walks over to the sink after locking the door and opens the stall door. He takes his gym bag off his shoulder before finding the water bottle out of it and dumping it down the drain. He fills it with warm water wiping his tears as he comes back over to me and opens my legs.

"She said warm water would help the-, the pain." He mumbles in broken sentences from crying out wiping his tears as I sob into my hands. He takes the bottle and washes the blood away from me before he sobs out when he's sees the clots coming out of me. He's eye level when we both see a big black blob come out and fall into the toilet. That's our son.

I break down even further when he sobs into his hands and I grip his shoulders pulling him to me as we sob together. I sob into his neck as I feel Beau break down like never before. He's got snot running down his nose, a face full of tears and he's hurting. I don't even know what to say other than it's me, I'm the reason we just lost him.