𝕊𝕟𝕖𝕒𝕜𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜 //𝕁𝕒𝕪𝔹

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟘 NOBODY

JAEBEOMS POV

She looks so beautiful and peaceful laying here next to me .She's in my shirt and shorts I gave her after last night when she came back from her hotel she got really tired and has been sleep since

"Mhhh beom my legs hurt."she puts her head lap in my lap "it's will stop soon I just fucked you alittle to hard ."I say putting my hand on her neck

"Yeah ." She says going to the bathroom
"Do you want to do alittle more on Sunday before I go ."She says stopping at the entrance
"Your leaving baby don't leave ."I say worried about her going back to L.A.

"Ik I said I wouldn't but I have to for some time I could stretch it out to probably the next 2 weeks I can stay ."she says cupping my face with her hands

"Ok I love you ." I say smiling "love you too ." She kissed me and moves her hands to my neck down to my shoulders and walking down stairs saying she's hungry

"Wait for me ." I say going down with her and going behind her while hugging her from behind

"So what do you want to eat we could go out ." I say putting my chin in the crook of her neck "so we can get drunk and got over board and fuck I don't fell like it I hurt right now but when we are in the moment I wouldn't care ." She picks up her phone

"Oh shit hold on can you drive me to the hotel." She freaks out "what's wrong baby ."I question "Rania wants me to be there now because Michelle just got news she needs to tell me ASAP and you have to stay outside ." She continues
"Uh ok ." I say getting my keys and we head to the hotel that is practically there Airbnb that there collage is paying for

Ive been waiting out here for about an hour then y/n comes out "what happened." I ask "oh nothing Michelle just has a boyfriend now and wanted to tell me ." She says "oh ok ."I say as we go back to the house

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Y/NS POV
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it's been more then 2 weeks and I'm still here and me and Jaes relationship is changing hes always angry at something and being distant from me and only letting his anger out on me with having sex with me he's being alittle toxic but I can't leave him because I kinda need him and he needs me

I heard the door open

"Y/n what are you doing ." Jae says "I'm sleeping what it look like I'm doing ."I say back keep the say energy

"Have you gotten out of bed today." He says to me with an attitude "just let me sleep please I've been really sleepy ." I say avoiding his question

"Let you sleep you haven't done anything all day why should I let you sleep ."he says standing over me
"Because I'm sleepy and I would do the same for you dip shit ." I say getting of my side potion and standing right infront of him

"Y/n I haven't slept in days due to stress and my entertainment and no you wouldn't do the same for me you haven't been for the past days it's not like you ever tried to help me out in any way but you haven't ."he runs his hands through his hair

"So can you tell me who was the one crying on someone boobies because the other one was going to leave because it was time and the other person did something they said they would never do and I helped you feel better and I stayed to make sure you where ok because I care about you ."I said tilting my head

"That has nothing to do with right know ."Jae puts my statement into denial

"yes it does ."I say my tone gets louder

"If you wanna leave so bad then go you sound like you want to leave ." He says pointing at the door

"Fine then maybe I will ."I say

As I'm about to reach for the door handle he grabs my arm see this is what I mean he never wants me to leave and it feels like jail everyone thinks we are so good together but really it's getting annoying how he's doing this to me and I just want to leave him and his kisses and when he fucks me it never feel real or what it felt like it when we first go together but I can it's it's it's it's to hard. No one knows what's going on with us nobody does

"Let go off my arm ." I say

"Why should I ."Jae says

"Wait are you really leaving ."Jae says
"You just asked me to dumbass so yes ."I say not facing him

"Look at me you know your are so selfish and always wanna leave me ,leave me behind and never see me again and think of me as some toxic person or just like your ex I'm nothing like him and you know that shit so why do you always wanna leave me because you are selfish as it gets ." Jae says

" LIM JAEBEOM I STAYED WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU NEEDED ME TO STAY AND I NEEDED YOU OK ,I COULD LEAVE AND FORGET ABOUT YOU AND YOU DONT SEE THAT YOU NEED ME MORE THEN I NEED YOU ,YOU ARE THE SELFISH ONE ."I say yelling at him as I turn around with tears in my eyes

And he kissed me and I give in my whole body goes under his control As he picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he walks me to the bed

I feel him have a good grip on my wrists after he throws me on the bed lightly

I gave in again and I don't know how to get myself out of this hole I dug for myself