A Shot of Jin

Ex-Factor (JinKook)

A/N This story is based on Lauren Hill's song of the same name.

Seokjin

I was 25 and Jungkook was 20 when he confessed his feelings for me. He got tired of watching Tae and I fan service, he got tired of ARMY stating that NamJin  and Taejin were real, he wanted everyone to know that Jinkook was the only real ship.

Flashback...

It was after a concert where Tae and I were particularly close, he grabbed my hand and led me to one of the dressing rooms. He pushed me against the wall crashing his lips to mine, "no more Hyung, no more Taejin, you are mine and only mine, no one is allowed to touch you inappropriately anymore", he says holding my hands above my head. 

I was speechless, for so long I harbored feelings for him, but never acted on them because of our age difference, he's still so young but I cant help the way I feel about him. The night he finally confessed his feelings he took me to his room, he was the only one who didn't have a roommate. He picked me up, kissing me, he laid me on his bed and started to remove my clothes, my heart was beating out of my chest. I have wanted this for so long, we tried so hard to hold back what we felt, I was a little better at it than Jungkook but it was still hard not to show jealousy, or hide the lust we had for each other. 

Flashback...

"Ahhh Jungkook-ahh, you are driving me crazy", I say as he licks and sucks my nipples, sliding his fingers inside of me and finger fucking me so good, I cant help but move my hips, riding his fingers. I tangle my fingers in his hair, bringing his mouth back to mine and kissing him deeply, he removes his fingers and places the head of his cock at my hole, he pulls away from the kiss and looks at me as he slides into me. "Oh God Jungkook, to much, it wont fit", I whine. "Relax Hyung, it will fit if you just relax, god you so beautiful and you are mine, you have always been mine", he says while fucking my brains out, I could feel his possessiveness in every thrust, it was hard and rough, but I actually liked it this way, I like how it made me feel to be just his.

The first couple months were amazing, our company and the other members were okay with our relationship, as long as we were discreet in public. Namjoon and Yoongi did voice their concern to me about Jungkook's jealousy and possessiveness and how it verges on scary, but I assured them it was okay and that we had to remember he was young and this is his first real relationship. He would pull me away from anyone who got to close, he would scold the other members for trying to do fan service with me. We laid in bed one night, after making love and he played with my hair as I was dozing off, he told me, "I love you so much Hyung, I would die for you, I hope you know that." At the time I thought it was cute, it wasn't an unusual statement to make to someone you say you love.

Over time his jealousy was getting worse, he was fighting with me constantly about people talking to me and touching me, "Jungkook why are we fighting over this, you know I haven't done anything wrong or disrespected you in any way, I cant be blamed for what other people do, you are making this love of ours a battle and you wont be happy till we both end up with scars, Jungkookie no one will ever love you more than me but you are making this hard", I tell him with tears in my eyes, "maybe we should end this, its making you into someone you are not, and I miss MY Jungkookie." "No, Ill change, I promise, I wont act like that anymore, you will see, just don't leave me", he begs. "This isn't a game Jungkook, I am killing myself trying to make this work and make you happy, but everything I do in your eyes is wrong, I cant Jungkook", I say as I walk away. "JIN-HYUNG", I heard him scream my name as I walked out the door.