Good Enough

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I have just come across this photo ^
And it beings me life

*Poop warning*

"Oh honey, please stop crying I promise if you stop wiggling we can be on our way ASAP,"
Alice, my daughter was redder than Satan's ass screaming the fucking roof down as I unbuttoned her vest waiting to unleash the horror that was slowly stinking out the room.

I managed to remove her diaper and I gagged "Oh Ali no wonder you're upset there's like a whole chocolate cake down there, I wish it was chocolate cake, now I can never eat chocolate cake, oh honey no don't wiggle it's all up your leg now oh god I'm so sorry it's everywhere!"

I felt my eyes well up as I dug through the changing bag looking for the wipes.
I'm a terrible mother she deserves better than me.

I heard the front door open and looked up and saw Seb walk in and he looked at me and sighed "Oh sweetheart," he murmured as he took his jacket off and kneeled next to me.

"Honey go to the bathroom and clean yourself up I'll sort Alice out," he murmured.
I shook my head"No no, I can do it you've been filming all day it's not fair on you you shouldn't have to come back to this I-"

"Y/N you're a full time mom to a one year old, it isn't fair on you that you don't catch a break, I can finish this you go have a breather and wash up,"

I sighed feeling the tears fall down my face as I rushed to the bathroom and washed in the sink.
I wasn't cut out for this, Alice was a beautiful good girl and I'm just a train wreck.

A few seconds later I heard Alices cries stop and I dried myself up and walked back to them.
"There we go princess all clean and happy now aren't we," Seb murmured kissing Alice's cheek.

She giggled and clapped making me smile.
Sebastian was the greatest dad in the world and I really believed if there was a legit award for that he'd win hands down. Alice was such a daddy's girl always lights up when he comes home and gets so excited.

I suppose it's just gotten boring with it being me 24/7 so it's more exciting when he's around.

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The Next Morning...

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at my alarm clock.

11:23

"Shit!" I shouted and scrambled out of bed.
I ran out the bedroom and straight into Seb "Whoa slow down honey," he said steadying me from falling over.

"Seb why didn't you wake me I must have forgotten to set the alarm it'll be Alice's lunch soon where is she?"
"Honey calm down breathe," he murmured resting his hands on my shoulders.

"Ok listen, I turned your alarm off you were up all night with Alice I thought you needed the sleep, I took care of her and this next part don't kill me because I know you've never been away from her for more than 10 minutes, I dropped her off at my moms so you can relax for the day,"

My eyes widened "Oh my god Seb, I cant relax did you make sure she was left with all her stuff? Teething gel? Did you give her medicine? Her favourite bunny? A change of-"

He cut me off as he pulled me into a hug "God you're making me dread when she goes to college or moves out one day, don't worry I basically packed the whole house with her,"

I sighed "I just feel like I fail her as a mom, I don't want her to grow up in an unhappy family like I did..."

Seb slowly rubbed my back "Oh honey, you are the greatest mom in the world, you care for her every second of the day and you play with her and I've seen you leap across the room if she's decided to try and climb on something and go for the suicide dive, and I've seen you come out with more bruises on you daily than she's had in her lifetime and I think that's the mark of a mom who truly loves and cares for her child,"

I looked up at him and stroked his cheek gently "I love you Sebastian," I murmured.
"I love you too honey," he responded and kissed me softly.

I slowly kissed back and he pulled me closer and laughed softly.
"What?" I asked.
He smiled "Are we about to make another baby?"

I rolled my eyes "You might need to give me more recovery time from the nine months of carrying out daughter that was a nightmare,"
He laughed "But can we still, yanno,"
"Seb just shut up and take your pants off,"

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I rested my chin on Sebastian's chest smiling up at him "How is it after all these years, dating, marriage and a kid you still never fail to disappoint?"

He laughed "Well I don't want to disappoint a beautiful woman like you, so I guess I just never do,"

I smiled and kissed his chest "Tell me something when we first me did you think we'd be where we are now married and with a kid,"

He smiled and paused "I knew when I first looked at you that you were the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen, I'd had loved to marry you and I honestly never thought you'd give me a chance, as for kids I knew I wanted them but it wasn't until I saw how you were around kids that I knew I wanted you to be the mother of my kids,"

I smiled and kissed him softly he kissed back and smiled "What about you?"

I grinned "Well I'll be honest all I thought at the beginning was I want to bone this man no matter the cost,"
He laughed and hugged me and kissed my cheek "Well you got your wish, more times than you probably wished for,"

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That afternoon...

I looked outside and saw Sebastian's car pull up and I ran downstairs to open the door as he walked up carrying Alice in his arms.

"Hi sweetie, did you have a nice day at grandmas?" I asked reaching out for her.
Alice looked at me as I took her from Sebastian "Mama Mama!"

I froze and Sebastian's jaw dropped.
I looked at her "Did she just?"

"God dammit," Sebastian grumbled walking into the house.
"Her first word was mama! Yes! She loves me more!" I laughed.

"Ali tell your mom we need to make another baby so I can have my revenge because I know I won't live this down otherwise," he murmured.

"Honey I'm more than willing to make a baby if you do the joyful carrying of the nine months of pregnancy,"

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