For you, Anything || Kim Seungmin FF

CHAPTER 15

Me: wow... I'm.. I'm lost with words...
Seungmin: it's alright...

he touched my cheek and stared into my eyes

Seungmin:you're not gonna leave me after knowing I killed my dad right?
Me: didn't I tell Jimin I won't run? I'd stay
Seungmin: you-.... Never mind...
Me: just say it
Seungmin: ... you really don't know how much I love you... I may not have met you in person until 3 days ago and it sounds ironic but I seriously love you... Every time I see you it's like a safe heaven to me..

he leans in closer to my face but I pull back. I can't fall yet, it's still too early to trust him. He might be doing this so that I would sacrifice for him.

Me: so who else knows bout this place?
Seungmin: Chan hyung
Me: only?
Seungmin: yeah
Me: ah.... Who's Aeri?
Seungmin: that maid, she's the girl my grandmother wanted me to marry but now she's giving me the freedom to choose so I decided on the love of my life
Me: then why is Aeri still here?
Seungmin: she stuck around because my grandmother liked her but Minho hyung got rid of her after she hurt you
Me: you didn't-
Seungmin: of course I didn't kill her
Me: okay okay..... I'll go check on Jiwoo
Seungmin: you're going already?
Me: yeah why?
Seungmin: I just wanted to hang out more
Me: maybe some other time Seungmin
Seungmin: .... Alright

I walked back into the house with my heart pounding. No, it's not supposed to pound. I don't feel anything for Seungmin, why am I so nervous? Was it because I was close to giving my first kiss away? Maybe or was it really because of Seungmin. I went to find the boys. All of them were in the med room. I walked in to see Changbin and all the other boys asleep except for Minho. He was cradling the baby.

Minho: you're pretty early, Ms. Choi- soon to be Mrs. Kim...
Me: it's 2...
Minho: when you're with Seungmin 4 isn't even late.. Anyways let's go to Seungmin's room
Me: I have my room
Minho: you won't be able to look after him alone
Me: did you just question my ability?
Minho: I didn't question it, I know it... To make matters worse, I came up with a conclusion already, you may be good with kids but you won't be able to handle this fiesty one alone
Me: he's only fiesty with you, he's an angel with me.

we walked to Seungmin's room

Minho: how was everything?
Me: okay I guess....
Minho: ... Seungmin's actually a really nice guy if you open up to him.. I know you might want to be cautious since it's your enemy but seriously, you 2 are engaged... You're gonna be spending the rest of your life with him...
Me: he isn't the only one with an unfortunate back story you know...
Minho: ..... How long do you plan on taking care of Jiwoo?
Me: until he's ready for the outside world... How are you so good with kids?
Minho: I love children
Me: really? Same here!
Minho: they're literally the cutest things alive
Me: heh no kidding.... Are you a father?
Minho: what? Noooo, none of the crewmates are married or dating
Me: ah...

we entered Seungmin's room. Minho puts Jiwoo down into a baby cot then turns to me.

Minho: it should be fine for you to sleep here... Jiwoo's fast asleep, I fed him before he went to sleep
Me: alright then
Minho: get some rest... I bet Jiwoo won't be awake until morning
Me: okay..

He walks towards the door but I call him

Me: Minho?
Minho: yeah?
Me: I know I'm not as close to you as I am with the others.. And... I want to get to know you better so let's drop the formalities shall we?
Minho: if that's what you want then sure, Jaeya.

he leaves the room. I got changed then went and sleep on the couch

-Seungmin's POV-

she walked off. I sat there for a while

???: she's not an easy one rite?

I look up to see Chan walking over

Me: definitely not...
Chan: give her some time...
Me: she doesn't believe me... I keep telling her I knew her even before we met that day..
Chan: let's turn things shall we? If you've been hiding all your life then suddenly someone comes to you and tells you they've known your for a long time are you gonna believe them?
Me: ..... No....
Chan: precisely
Me: I think I messed it up...
Chan: what?
Me: the atmosphere was there so I tried kissing her
Chan: ...... She'll come around. She's not that kind of girl
Me: Hyung... You just support me because you know I have no luck right?
Chan: what? No! I support you because I knows you can make it... Your love story is gonna be an epic ride and I know you can make it... I know you can get that princess of yours... Trust me alright?
Seungmin: alright
Chan: come on it's 2 in the morning, let's go to sleep.