18 Years of God Damn Bullshit: A Memoir

For the Person Who Has Been the Cruelest to Me

You were the hardest to let go of

I lost my first parents

And my perfect family

I lost my home

And for the last time now, I've lost you

You were not the last

Purging from my early years the joy and stability

The stability was the first to go

I held onto you too tightly

I wish I had let you go sooner