What was that thing about leopards and spots?

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((TW// Substance Abuse mention))

February 11, 2020


Hearing about Mom makes me both sad and happy.

How she's doing better, but already smoking again.

Already trying to get back on ________ and ________.

Will she get a job?

Will she stay clean?

Stay healthy?

She needs help

I remember that philosophy I read: Offer help when able, but don't take charge of people's lives.

I can't save her and it's killing me.

What if she goes back in jail?

Probably good for her if I'm honest

Hope being a Christian isn't all she has to show for spending a year in jail

I'm angry, and that's okay

I'm scared, and that's okay


I love my mother, but she has her own life to lead

Her own path to find

I'll send her all my love and best intentions

I love you mom

Stay good <3

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