18 Years of God Damn Bullshit: A Memoir

Mania is a False Joy

I feel like spinning in circles in a sun dress

The surrounding tall grass tickles my knees

And the Earth is abuzz with the afternoon in place

There isn't a thing I couldn't do that I wanted to

Life is endless from my point of view

It stretches far beyond my field of vision

A pathway that reaches the sun-kissed horizon

As the sun is now setting

And all the thoughts of my daily activity swirl in my head like fireflies

This day is quiet, in a sense

No negative thought can get me here

I toast my newfound joy as we watch the world from the view under a shaded tree

Alone, but not lonely

I was in need of myself

And I have found the facet I needed