It doesn't scare me half as much when I do it because I want to
What scares me more is when I'm really trying to stop, and find that every bit of control I thought I had wasn't real
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18 Years of God Damn Bullshit: A Memoir
Non-FictionPoems and stories from my chaotic life because I love to trauma dump with sexy words. Be kind, and enjoy <3
Losing Control
It doesn't scare me half as much when I do it because I want to
What scares me more is when I'm really trying to stop, and find that every bit of control I thought I had wasn't real