((TW:// Feces mention, Food, Emaciation))
I knew you were broken
We needed you
I did
There was no power, or water, or food
We ate Domino's pizza
I’ve always hated Domino's pizza
I learned how to make her tea in the microwave perfectly after practicing for months
I loved lying in her bed
It was always cold in a nice way, and she let me watch scary movies with her on Netflix
In those last days she could barely get up to shit
She was stick thin, grinding her bones on the porcelain when she sat on the tub’s edge
My cats must have been starving along with us
On the last few days she made brussel sprouts with curdled sour cream
I still hate brussel sprouts
I wonder if the air gets still and silent like it did in those days
YOU ARE READING
18 Years of God Damn Bullshit: A Memoir
Non-FictionPoems and stories from my chaotic life because I love to trauma dump with sexy words. Be kind, and enjoy <3