((Shortened version))
Wednesday, December 5, 2019
It's all an illusion this stupid place. Like she said, a pause button on the real problem. Then you leave and have to face reality again.
I have to go to school
I have to get a good paying job
Shut up
Stop complaining about your situation
Stop playing the victim
But how can I do these things when I feel so small?
So worthless
Powerless
Helpless
Hopeless
A lost cause
A lost case in the system
I take short breaths in my shallow corner and come out when I am called
Brush my teeth when they tell me to
Do your school work
Don't take that to this room
Clean your room, it must be spotless
And stop complaining
Hold it in
Don't be like the others who go on and on about their problems until the rest of the room is sighing in their chairs
Don't play the victim
Make better choices
As if it were for me to decide
YOU ARE READING
18 Years of God Damn Bullshit: A Memoir
Non-FictionPoems and stories from my chaotic life because I love to trauma dump with sexy words. Be kind, and enjoy <3
