Tommyinnit One shots

'He took pills'

Faking smile wasn't difficult for him, it was something he did everyday and yet, no one noticed. Was that because they didn't care, or because he was so good at it? Over past year, his life wasn't happy. Waking up with being tired, hoping to never wake up again. His body was pleasing for rest. His mind was pleasing for break. His face was pleasing for stop faking his happiness. His whole life was hoping for one small thing, for reason to smile and wake up everyday. His friends were making an excuses to not play with him or talk. His feelings were lost deep inside his heart. He only felt pain, he wanted love.

His parents never were there for him, always on business trip. His friends were leaving him behind, not even looking back. And soon, even his fans forgot about him. Everytime he was streaming he had over 5000 viewers, they didn't visit him anymore. Month ago, he disappeared from social media and every platform. People wouldn't notice anyway. He didn't stream, he didn't post a single picture. He never texted someone, he never called his friends. He didn't have a reason to get up from his bed, to do anything. Everyday was the same, wake up, eat breakfast and sit across white and empty wall, looking at it and waiting for someone to care.

His heart was bitting only for him, slowly fading away. Silent was everything he heard all day, sometimes a bird would knock on his window and fly away. After 2 week of not doing anything, he wasn't able to go outside. He kept sitting on the floor, sometimes going down to get coke or something for dinner. His whole home was dark, windows covered with curtains, not a single lamp turned on. People that were walking past his house, could thing that the owners moved out.

And if that didn't kill him enough, information that his parents got rid of Walter and Betty did. His lovely dogs weren't here with him. His whole world fell down in one second. His mental state wasn't okay. Sometimes he would talk to himself and laugh at small things. One night he would laugh and other one he would cry. Tears wasn't something that he feared, sadness wasn't something new. It was feeling that he felt every day. He didn't expect people to miss him or even remember him at that state.

Sometimes, his head was filled with many thoughts, like he should end it all, right now. People didn't need him, no one. He saw pills on table next to his bed. How they get there, no on knew. But he stood and took them, looking at them with small smile.

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George was streaming outside with Tubbo, Jack and Niki. They had so much fun together, no worried about anything. George was talking with them, reading chat, but then his phone rang.

Tommy

He was shocked a little, he didn't hear from Tommy for a long time not. He picked up, walking away from rest of the group.

"Hello Tommy" He said.

It's not like he hated Tommy, no, he just was spending time with his friends.

"Hello Gogy.." his voice was raspy and quiet, George took his phone and turned on louder.

"Are you okay Tommy?" He asked, worried a little.

"I took a shit load of pills.."Tommy said, laughing a little.

"Pills? What kind of pills?" George asked now terrified.

"Oh y'know, pills" he said again, falling on the floor. They only heard a thud.

"Tommy? Tommy?!" George heard nothing, silence.

"What happened?" Tubbo asked seeing worried George.

"Tommy took some pills, he is trying to kill himself!" George said, running to his car.

Everyone's eyes widened and runned after him. Jack said bye and ended the stream, leaving worried viewers. George turned his car on, while everyone else were getting in, soon driving to Tommy's place. George was speeding, trying to get there as fats as he can. At this moment it hit him.

"It's your fault, we've been ignoring him over past month. We never called him or invited him to play" George said to his friends.

"Oh my god.." Niki said, tears in her eyes. "Is Tommy going to die because of us?"

"No, Tommy isn't going to die, not now!" Jack said.

They were driving 10 minutes no, when they finally reached Tommy's house. It was nice looking house, but with covered windows. It looked sad and empty. George tried to open the doors, but they were closed. Meanwhile, Niki was calling 999 to their place. Tubbo was yelling for Tommy, hoping for answer but nothing come. George tried to open the doors by force, but that didn't work at first. After four more tried, they break down. They runner into his house, yelling and looking for Tommy. Niki went to his kitchen, Tubbo to his room, Jack to check living room and George to check every other room.

"Guys! I found him!" Tubbo yelled, kneeling down next to Tommy's body.

"Is he okay?!" Jack asked.

"No! How is he supposed to be okay after taking some pills?!" Tubbo yelled back, trying to wake up his friend.

"Help is on their way, check the pills!" Niki said.

George reached for them, looking at the little box. It was normal pills, but overtaking them could kill you. He only had hope for Tommy to survive. They were so stupid, they didn't care about Tommy. They left him beging, they forgot about him. His home looked terrible. Trash were everywhere, coke, clothes and everything.

"Tommy please! Don't leave me! I was a total dick for you and I'm sorry! Please, your my best friend!" Tubbo sobbed.

No one said anything when Tommy was put in ambulance and was taken to hospital. His parents weren't here, we was alone. No love, no attention. His life was at big risk and yet, no one knew expect them and people from the stream.

"Tommyinnit, took shit loads of pills and tried to kill himself or was it just a prank from them streamers?"  George read.

"It's our fault, if only we didn't ignore him or just texted him. He didn't feel loved or anything. He was all alone..." Niki said, tears falling down her cheek.

In Tommy's room was 5 doctors, trying to save him. They needed to get rid of pills from his organism. He could die any moment... His frinds couldn;t do anything. They could only sit there and wait for good or bad news.

Time was passing really slowly, everything was quiet. Tubbo tried not to cry while covering his face. Jack was trying to comfort Niki, but nothing worked. After six hours, doctors excited Tommy's room, covered in blood and tired. george quickly stood up and wakled to one of them.

"How's Tommy?! Is he alive?" He asked worried with tears on his face.

"I'm really sory, we tried everything. When he get here, it was already too bad." he said, walking away.

Tubbo hearint this only broke down, sobbing and crying his heart out. Niki never stopped crying, Jack was trying to be strong. george felt on the floor. His head was still processing what just happened. Soon, hallway was filled with yelling of pain and sadness.

"I'm so sorry Tommy, I shouldn't ignore you in the first place. PLease forgive me..."