Tommyinnit One shots

Exile insanity

Requested: Emma_the_shipper

Angst
TW: insanity, exile, voices.

As always, I changed it a little, hope you don't mind. There isn't too much talking but I hope you will enjoy anyways.

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When Tubbo exiled him, he lost everything and everyone. Banned from his country, he didn't had a choice and had to stay away, even if he was dying. Dream was the who who had to make sure he is in exile and not runned away. At first, Dream was annoyed and would leave right after taking Tommy's things, leaving him all alone again. But, when he stayed longer one day, he noticed that something was off about the younger.

Everyone expected him to be angry, upset, sad, depressed or not caring when he got exiled by his best friend. He had one goal, to survive the exile and then come back home if Tubbo let him. That's how he felt, but with some time he started feeling different. He saw worlds in side colors now, he didn't had an goal anymore. His mind seemed closed and empty, his eyes blind and his mouth mute. It was like he was sleeping all the time, but he couldn't wake up.

At first, he stopped talking to Dream, simply giving his his things and then completely ignoring his appearance. He would.sit by the water and watch fish, eventually build something small whenever he felt like it.
Then he slowly topped eating healthy and as much as he needed. He ate apples or bread, a little bit of meat if Dream was so nice to give his some.

In the next week, he started hearing them. They were loud, chaos, brutal and mean. Nothing he never heard from others. He didn't like them at first, but then he started listening to them and sometimes even taking with some of them. It was maybe around 20 voices, every different with different words and meanings. Even if he didn't understand some of them, he still listened. They were like Techno's but much worse. What he was hearing, you may ask. It simple. The voices. They started one day and never stopped. They would be louder one day and the next one they would be quieter.

Every time when Dream came to visit him, he tried to focus on his words. He wanted to hear something else than the voices. Than their whispering. But Dream didn't visited much and for long, after and 30 minutes he would leave. Then the voices would say mean things.

Next thing he heard, was that they wanted to laugh. They were laughing actually, without a break. Every minute, loud and clear for him. It wasn't nice laugh, it was more like an insane laugh.  Of course, it changed everything.

From that day, Tommy started being happy and laughing none stop. He didn't care how insane and sick he looked, he just kept laughing. Even when Dream visited, he didn't try to hide it. He laughed every day and every minute, but he never seemed like he was out of breath, which was scary. Especially at night, when it was dark and everything you heard was an crazy laugh.

That was the day when he became insane, when he completely lost his mind. He was alone, without someone to help or save his sanity. And now, voices started whispering crazy thing, he saw many things that weren't true. He wasn't afraid of anything. The most scary thing was that he never stopped laughing.

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Dream noticed the sudden change in acting of the younger. At first, he didn't care. He just had to take his things and leave, not taking care of the younger. But when he heard the laugh, the cursed yet insane laugh, he felt something in his heart. It hurted him. He couldn't tell why it hurts. Also, he had no clue why the younger boy was laughing 24/7.

He even said other people about that, but their reaction didn't made him happy.

"What am I supposed to do? He's in the exile, I don't care if he goes insane. I told him that he is just like Wilbur anyways. Now don't waste my time for Tommy's shit" Tubbo's reaction was.