"Yah! Jimin!" His classmate Kyungsoo smiled at him, he smiled back "oh! Hey!"
"So, you know how to dance right?" Jimin's smile dropped, "I mean, Yeonwoo told me before that you're into dancing..." he knows how to dance. In fact, he's in love with it, just thinking about it makes him want to cry and dance again. But, he found out that his heart wasn't really fond of the concept of dancing. He quitted. He gave up one thing he loves the most. Dancing.
"Yeah...before" he tried to smile
"Before? So, you don't dance anymore?"
"Well, not anymore. I don't want my body to get tired, I'll collapse maybe even worse" he chuckled awkwardly
"Oh, that's too bad. I was gonna invite you to dance at the fair...you should stay healthy Jimin-ah. I want to see you dance just for once" he smiled and walked off.
Jimin felt his world crumbled. He wants to take Kyungsoo's offer but he doesn't want to disappoint Jin, his dad, and Lea. They told him that dancing isn't good for his condition. He shouldn't get tired, his eyes started to water it's really hard to stop the things your passionate about when you have that kind of sickness.
He climbed the stairs and went straight to the rooftop, where he can cry freely. It was heartbreaking for him that he had to let go of the things he loves like soccer, dancing and so much more because of his condition. He opened the door and he began to exhale deeply, he took out several medicines that could calm his nerves down, he didn't even know that a simple offer would trigger his condition.
He looked up as tears started to fall "Mom, I can't take this anymore...everything hurts" He sobs "How did you do it? I can't do anything that I love...I can't even love the person that I love without it hurting. Am I that weak?"
"Wish you were here instead of me, mom. Dad misses you." Jimin looked down as he wiped his tears. Jimin's mom died because of the same condition as his, she died when Jimin was 9 and he was diagnosed with CAD when he was 11. It was heartbreaking for the family to hear this kind of news, Jimin was 11 he didn't know about this. He only knows that his life span is short.
Lea became a mother figure for him, Jin was the best brother, and his dad was amazing. He did everything, he consulted multiple doctors nothing happened. At the age of 12, he learned about his condition, his mind went blank. It was hard to believe, all the things he loves just became a blur to him. He stops doing the things he loves, because of it."Jimin?" Jimin turned around and saw Taehyung looking at him with a worried glance, he was also holding a cigarette in his hand which Jimin didn't know. "T-Tae?" He said in a very shaky voice, he stood up and ran in Taehyung's arms. Taehyung quickly throws the cigarette and catches Jimin, he looked at Jimin as he began to rub small circles on his back. Jimin hugged him tighter as tears flow freely, the tears he tried to stop from flowing.
"Will you tell me what's wrong?" Taehyung asked in a soft voice, Jimin shook his head. Taehyung just nods in understanding "Okay, I won't push you to tell me. But, if it's bothering you you could tell okay? I'm here." Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jimin and hugged him as well.
"Taehyung-ah, Thank you" Jimin looks up at him and gave him a small smile, Taehyung smiled warmly "Thank you, too."
"Why are you thanking me?" Jimin frowned "Thank you for coming to my life." Taehyung kissed Jimin's forehead and looked into his eyes "Thank you, Jimin." He whispered in his breath.
"I love you."
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Fanfiction"Why are you so afraid of loving me?"-jm "I'm glad you came into my life"-jk two different people, met in an unexpected way possible. a cliché love story where a school bad boy had fallen in love with a boy, that started off with a deal.