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fifty-seven.

Jeongguk's Pov

It's been a week, Jimin and I got back together but I still visit Yugyeom. We decided to break things off because he knows that I love Jimin, and he's okay with it.

Flashback

"Yugyeom-ah..." I knocked on his door, I entered the room I saw him sitting on his bed brushing his blonde locks "Hey, what's up?" He smiled softly.

"I need to talk to you" I walked closer to him "What is it?" He looked up to me, still with a smile on his face.

"I can't do this anymore..."

"What are you-"

"I'm hurting you," I looked at him, I grabbed his hands softly "I know that I'm hurting you, Yugyeom. I love him, and I loved you too. But, I need him. He's everything to me"

I was expecting him to yell, hurt me but he didn't, he just smiled at me. "I know that, I've accepted that a long time ago, Gguk" he smiled softly, he pats the space beside him.

"Jimin's sick" I said as I sat down beside him "I know..." He looked up at him "I know" he repeated

"You know?" I frowned

"Hmm, we're in the same hospital, Gguk. We meet there, we even talked"

"You...talked?"

"Yes, he's nice. I was wrong about him, he's an angel, Gguk. And I feel bad for hurting him like that, he told me about his condition. H-he said that his doctor told him that he needs to have a surgery right away. He...declined"

"Why would he-"

"It's better for you to hear it from him," he smiled "You should go, I still have to rest."

"Thank you for everything, Yugyeom-ah"

"Thank you for loving me too..."

End of flashback

"Hey, you okay?" Jimin kissed my cheeks as he sat down beside me, "I'm fine, lovely" I smiled at him "are you sure?"

I chuckled "why are so curious my lovely?" I tucked a piece of his hair in his ear "Nothing...I'm just worried"

"About what, hon?" I looked at him worriedly "About you, of course" I smiled softly "I'm worried about you more" he looked down

"Hey, what's wrong?" I cupped his cheeks, he looked at me "Gguk, I'm sick."

"I know"

"I'm not gonna be with you, I can't grow old with you" a tear escaped his eyes, I quickly wiped it as I touch my nose against his.

"It's okay, I'm willing to wait for you maybe our love isn't right for this lifetime" I whispered, he sobbed "You don't have to be sorry, you don't have to feel guilty" I smiled weakly at him "It's not your choice, my love."

"I know, I know" he sobbed "But, Ggukie, I want to stay with you...grow old with you"

"I want that too"

"Life's unfair, but we'll get through this. You have to stay healthy"

"You know that's not going to-"

"Stop it. You will."

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A few months later, my sister's getting married. She's been with her future husband for 5 years, and surprisingly she's also pregnant.