Is He My Second Love? {✔}

EMOTIONS (chapter-35)

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Arnav's pov
The moment avu started her flashback I was excited as hell to see how it is gonna happen but at the same time I was actually burning cause of jellousy ........like seriously she proposed someone ..........these things are rare..........out of hundred their are only 10 percentage of chances of girl proposing a boy .......and that guy got it like seriously I so wanted this .........why I am not that guy ..........if I would be that guy I would be on seventh sky till now ..........and that guy left her ...........did he really left her or their is something that I am missing

He loved avu ..........avu loved him too ...........both of them were in love .......in so much love but are not together...........why ........I want to know .........but why I am taking so much interest In this .........oh god my emotions are mixing........I really don't know which emotion should I express.........but I am still jellous .........that guy is actually lucky as someone loves him unconditionally now too ..........when he is not with her .........if I would be that guy I would have  never left  her ......... whatever the condition is......I don't care when I am with my love

The moment avu started telling about the proposal..........all my thoughts were overcome by immense pain in my head .........what happened suddenly.........I didn't even thought about that girl who comes in my dreams.........I get these type of headache when I thought about her .......but this time I didn't thought about her then why this pain

This pain is unbearable but it looked like nothing when I see avu .........tears are flowing uncontrollably from her eyes since she started telling her flashback.........but now the tears have been increased cause she is sharing the most special moment of her life .........and as her proposal is hitting the climax my pain is increasing

But I am really not getting why I ma getting this pain ........and finally her proposal finished but my pain increased as hell my hands automatically travelled to my head and because of pain I gripped my hair ........this pain is actually unbearable..........I saw her broke down in front of me but I am sorry I couldn't help it

I can't even move an inch .........I lifted my gaze towards her and found her starring me with her paled face and teary eyes ..........but she didn't came towards ........a moment later I found her figure vanishing.........she backed off .........but why ........she would have just hugged me ............our pain might have vanished in each other's embrace..........but she didn't give me a chance ...........a chance to share her pain with me and my pain with her

She can't move on .......she just can't .......Rohan was right.......their is a big difference in recovery and moving on .........she is recovering not moving on .........and I don't she will ever love me ..........but I love her .....I know it is one sided but I do ......afterall one sided love more powerful and effective then double sided ........I believe this

I will love you till my last breath 'neet'  what why did I call her 'neet' ......... whatever let it be .......now I should go and take my pills otherwise this pain will kill me today
Pov ends

Avu's pov

This pain is unbearable.........the pain of his lose ...........his sorrow.........I know that    moving on is not that easy but I never thought that it would be that difficult too .........and the very  moment his thought come in my mind  my brain Stop every process the only thing runs in my mind is he ......... but it was different today .......... The moment I saw arnav in pain my pain increased to I don't know how much time but the main thing was my will was not allowing me to go to him and share his pain

The thing is i actually don't the history of his pain......why is he actually getting this unbearable pain ..........what is he up to ..........what is the reason behind his immense pain ..........I can't stop myself thinking about him but I am thinking about both of them at the same time

I can't see him in pain .........I don't know why but still I can't see him in this pain ........I backed off .........I backed off the moment his hope full eyes met mine .........am I backing off because of  'lose in my past' or I am backing off from 'the coming bright present and future' ..........why I can't accept this presence happiness over my past's  sorrow

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