Is He My Second Love? {✔}

Happy memories make us feel sad (chapter-14)

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Avu's pov

While I was massaging arnav's head all the flashback from the dining were giving the same clue that arnav is .... suddenly arnav held onto my other hand and my lips curl up in a small smile .....I could see a smile on his face too .....he interupted my thoughts by speaking "don't you think that I can't see your smile if my eyes are closed cause I can feel it ..I can feel you" and this made me dumbstruck what did he just said was not normal ... neither for him nor for me ....he continued "don't worry I don't need a reply...what I needed is just to live in these special movements .....I will never in my life forget these special movements spend with you either you will be with me or not ....it means a  lot"

Arnav's tone ,words , style of speaking infact everything was reminding me of that one person who is not here physically but mentally always with me and always will remain in my heart .....all the special movements with him were now MEMORIES SPECIAL , WONDERFULL and most JOY FULL MEMORIES which will stay with me till my last breath

Jay  says you should move on you have to move on you are not avu which we had known you are not the same sister I had 4 years ago but they dont know that ....that avu is dead ....she died 4 years ago

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and realisation stucks that 'is this me'......cause even I can't believe what I am turned ....I never thought of myself like this .....

Deep in my thoughts automatically some words escape from my mouth and they were

'I HIDE MY TEARS WHEN I TAKE YOUR NAME
BUT THE PAIN IN MY HEART IS STILL THE SAME
ALTHOUGH I SMILE AND SEEM CAREFREE
THEIR IS NO ONE WHO MISSES YOU MORE THAN ME'

With this a tear escaped from my eye and vission went blur ....the image was blur but I can see arnav stood up and sat opposite to me ....he wiped my tear .....he spoke up "I didn't want to hurt you ..it is just that.." I cut him off by keeping one of my finger on his perfect lips said "shh" with this I again made him lay down but the difference was this time he laid on my lap and I didn't react

Their was an unknown silence between us for some minutes....this time I broke the silence and spoke "it's almost the time to dinner ... I'll go and prepare ...till than you rest and relax ...if you need something do call me" with this I took a cusion and layed his head on the cusion and made my way to the kitchen

It took sometime to prepare food .....after preparing the food I made my way towards the bedroom where I found arnav sleeping..I went towards him and unknowingly my hands travelled to his face and cupped his face ...he didn't woke up cause he was in deep sleep  because of the medicines .....after staring him for 10 minutes I diverted my mind from all the thoughts which were going in mind...I waked him up by saying "arnav wake up ... dinner is ready"
He replied in a sleepy voice "lemme sleep... I am not hungry"

" Wake up arnav otherwise good will be cold" I said ......he replied again but this time sitting opposite to me making a cute grumpy face like a kid "what you have made".  I answered "Dal-Chawal" and his expressions changed from sleepy grumpy to excited and happy ....he spoke in excited "what really ..you should have told me earlier na ....it's my favourite"

This statement shocked me the only thing in my mind was now 'Dal-chawal... favourite dish' ......mu fate is playing with me ....this can't be possible...oh my god ....no no no avu stop thinking all this ....this is not true ....this can't be true ....fit this in your mind that 'HE IS DEAD AVU HE IS DEAD ....YOUR JAAN IS DEAD NEET....FACE THE REALITY ...HE IS NO MORE'

I was carried out of my thinking when arnav snapped at me and spoke "oh god avu where are you lost ...come lets have dinner...I am starving".... I replied "but you were not hungry ...you only told me a few minutes earlier"....he replied "leave all this and let's do dinner" we made our way towards dining ....I served him ..... while eating the only thought in my mind was the things happening around me ....the incident took place on lunch ...arnav's girlfriend's behaviour....she was lieing plus I have seen her somewhere but couldn't remember where .....the negative vibes I was getting from her...her behaviour towards arnav....her overacting .....her overcheezy lines ....and I am sure that wasn't love ....she is just playing with arnav's feeling

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