Miss You More (A Joey McIntyre/Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

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"Alright baby, where were we?" Joe says to an empty living room. Amber's gone. "Damnit!"

Joe goes into his bedroom hoping she'd just moved to his bed. He prayed he'd find her naked on his bed and that this wouldn't turn into a thing between them. But no such luck. She's not in his room.

Joe finds Amber curled up in bed with Joey. She looks like she's sleeping but he can't be sure. He doesn't bother her though. She's either asleep or pissed as hell. He'll leave her be for now. They can talk in the morning. Joe's going to be doing a lot of "talking" tomorrow.

Joe curses under his breath as he closes his son's door and heads back into the den to get a drink, a strong drink. Joe sits on the couch where he'd just almost made love to Amber. He thinks about how close he'd finally gotten to paradise. Then Sam shows up.

Joe knows he owes Sam an explanation. But how does he explain this? For two years Sam had been one of his best friends. Someone he'd confided in about his feelings and heartbreak over Amber. She'd been his strongest supporter. He'd only shared a fraction of how hurt he was with the guys. Jordan's her father and Jon's her uncle, he couldn't say everything he felt to them. It had gotten pretty hateful at times. It was just better for all of them that he keep those feelings hidden from them.

But he hadn't ever had to hide anything from Sam. It had been a moment of weakness when he finally started sleeping with Sam. It was on the year anniversary of Amber leaving. Joe had left Joey with his grandparents and he'd spent the better part of his day in a whiskey bottle.

When Sam showed up at his house to check on him, he was three sheets to the wind. He was lonely and sad. He'd tried all day to drown his sorrows but nothing was working. He needed comfort that only a woman could give him. He needed to hold a woman. He needed to bury his sorrows and himself in a woman. When he mentioned his needs to Sam, she immediately began to undress. She'd been wanting this since that night she'd seen him naked on his bus. Without thinking about how much having sex with her would change their relationship, Joe didn't hesitate. He welcomed her into his bed that night.

Fucking Sam that night worked for him. He forgot all his worries for a few hours. It didn't hurt that Sam was a phenomenal lay. She did things Joe had never even thought of. And it got better each time they were together. They'd been able to remain friends. That was what Joe liked best about it. He was having great sex with his best friend. No strings, just needs being met. Then Joe had to go and ask her to move things forward. He'd just wanted to be over Amber. He should have known better though. He'd never be over Amber, she was his soulmate. Now Joe hates himself for hurting Sam. And Amber. He doesn't know what to do. He thinks maybe it's a good thing Sam showed up and inadvertently put the brakes on Joe jumping into bed with Amber. There was still so much they needed to figure out. Sex would just confuse things.

Joe finally heads to bed after he's had a couple more drinks. He's done thinking for the night. He'll think more tomorrow. Right now he just wants to sleep. It's been a long and emotional day. After getting undressed and sliding underneath his cool sheets Joe finally feels at ease. Sleep comes fast tonight.

Joe thinks he's dreaming at first, but quickly realizes Amber's in bed with him, kissing his neck. Suddenly Joe's wide awake. He wraps his arms around her and pulls her body against his. When Joe feels her naked body he loses all his self control. He gently rolls them over, moving her onto her back. Joe hovers over her, his hips fitting perfectly between her legs. Amber pushes her hips up, rubbing her core against him. Joe's mouth crashes into hers. He runs his tongue along the seam of her lips, pushing them apart until he can slide into her mouth. Amber welcomes it. She gently sucks his tongue until he moans against her lips.

Amber can't wait any longer, she reaches down between them and grasps his cock in her hand. He's already rock hard. She runs him through her wetness before placing him at her entrance. Again he moans, this time much louder. Joe pushes his hips forward, slowly. Amber cries out in pleasure as he enters her. It's the most exquisite feeling she's ever felt. And when he's pushed himself fully inside her, she finally feels complete again. Joe holds still inside of her for what feels like an eternity. He and Amber stare into each other's eyes as Joe begins to move. Slow and steady thrusts, her eyes roll back when he picks up his speed. He quickly remembers what she likes in bed, what will get her off multiple times. What will bring her the most pleasure. She's always liked it gentle, then a little rough.

When Joe feels her breath begin to quicken and her moans become cries he knows she's so very close. He tries to hold off his own release, but Amber talking to him in that sexy, quivering voice. "Oh God Joe I'm so close baby. I want you to come with me. Let's do this together." He looks deep in her eyes and he can see all the love and desire she feels for him there. They stare lovingly into one another eyes as they both come, together, as one. Joe's never felt more in love with her than he does at this moment. He knows in this instant she's his meant to be. Where he ends, she begins. And for the first time in over two years Joe feels complete again. He was so wrong earlier, sex didn't confuse things one bit, connecting with her on this level made everything so clear.

It's the most amazing moment of his life. Never has anything made more sense than right now. His life just doesn't make sense without Amber. She's his and he's hers, forever. Just like it's supposed to be. Finally.