Miss You More (A Joey McIntyre/Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

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"Amber? Are you okay? Why are you crying sweetheart?" Joe sits next to Amber on the bed and tries to comfort her. He's so confused. He has no idea why she's so upset.

Amber sits up and pulls him to her. She kisses him hard and needy on the mouth. He can't understand why she's so frantic, he wants to know what happened to cause this reaction from her. Amber opens her robe and puts Joe's hand on her breast. He loves how her breasts feel in his hands. He begins to give in to the feeling. Amber fumbles with getting his shorts undone.

Joe stops her. "Hey babe whoa, hold up. What's going on? Why are you in such a hurry?"

"Damnit Joe why are you stopping? Is there something wrong with me now? Is there someone else you'd rather be with? Like Sam maybe?" Joe stands up and looks down at his wife. He honestly can't believe she just said that.

"Amber what is going on? Why would you even say that?"

Amber grabs Joe's hand and pulls him back down on the bed. She kisses him again. He gives in and kisses her back. When her hands go back to his shorts he tries to pull away from her. "Joe please I need you. I need you inside of me. I need you to make love to me." He can see the desperation in her eyes and hear it in her voice as she pleads with him. But he doesn't want to give it. She needs to talk to him. She needs to tell him what is wrong  and why she's crying.

"Amber, seriously stop, talk to me. Tell me what's wrong. Why would you think I don't want you?" He gets off the bed to put a little distance between them. He needs her to know she can't fix things with sex, they should be able to talk about what's bothering them. He loves her more than anything and sex with her is always mind blowing. But they can't ignore issues they have.

Amber gets pissed. "Forget it Joe." She turns her back to him and lays back down.

"No Amber, I'm not going to forget it. Talk to me damnit." She ignores him. "Amber. Amber why are you being like this?"

"Joe I'm tired, just get ready for your stupid party and leave me alone."

Now Joe gets pissed. "What do you mean you're tired? You were just trying to fuck me, you weren't too tired for that. But you're too tired to talk to me? Amber you're acting like a..." Joe stops himself from saying what he was about to say because calling her a spoiled child might not take them in the right direction. "Fine Amber have it your way. Let me know when you're ready to talk. I love you. Have a nice nap. I hope to see you at the Sail Away party." He leans down, kisses the back of her head and leaves her alone.

Amber gets up as soon as he leaves and she impulsively decides she wants off the boat. She quickly gets dressed and grabs her things. She rushes back to the gangway. Unfortunately she runs right into Joe when she's getting on the elevator. "Amber? Are you going somewhere?" He's concerned he took her mood too lightly now.

"Joe I'm just not feeling being stuck on this ship for four days. I think I should go home. I'm sorry." She's very emotional and Joe feels like nothing he does will help the situation. He's at such a loss. He doesn't want her to go, but if she's this unhappy now and won't talk to him, how unhappy will she be in four days? "Amber I really wish you'd stay and just talk to me. I can't fix whatevers wrong if you won't talk to me about it. And I hate leaving things like this. But if you really feel you need to leave I'll help you with your bags. Babe I just want you to be happy and do whatever will make you the happiest." Joe gets tears in his eyes but keeps them from falling. He's not trying to make her feel bad, but it's hurting his heart that she won't talk to him.

"Joe I don't want to leave. I'm just feeling really crazy right now. And I don't want that to cause us to fight. It's the first day and I'm already causing us to fight. To be totally honest Joe, I'm scaring myself. I think my hormones might be off." Joe embraces her and just the feeling of his arms around her calms her nerves. She breathes a sigh of relief. "Joe will you help me get my bags back to our cabin. I want to stay with you. We can talk if you still want too."

Joe can't help but smile. He loves his wife so much. "Of course I'll help you. And I'd like it if we could talk. Maybe you can tell me what's bothering you while I go down on you?" This makes Amber blush. Joe winks at her.

"Joe I think that would distract me and keep us from being able to talk. But I'm willing to skip the whole talk if you want to go down on me."

Joe slaps her on the ass, which makes her squeal. "Let's talk first. Then I'm going to eat you like my favorite snack."

"JOE!!! People can hear you." Amber's so embarrassed by the looks they are getting. But secretly she loves his dirty talk and is super turned on now.

When they get back to their cabin Amber sits on the bed and starts to explain things to Joe. But he starts to undress her. She keeps telling him what was bothering her. As he undresses her he listens to everything she says. And before he buries his face between her legs he assures her how much he loves and wants her and only her.