Miss You More (A Joey McIntyre/Jordan Knight Fanfiction)

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Amber has a great time the next couple of days on the ship. Joe's busy most days or is sleeping after partying the night before.

The night of the second full day is Duets at Dusk. Amber's so excited to have some time with Joe, even if it is on stage in front of the entire ship. Singing with Joe is always so therapeutic for Amber. It's a connection they have that's almost as strong as sex.

They sing the first duet and it goes amazingly. She feels so close to him afterwards. Joe feels the same way. He's so happy they've mended the issues they had when they first got on the ship.

Amber stands off to the side of the stage to watch the rest of the duets. Jordan ends up joining her. Which Amber loves, she's had no time with Jordan since they got on board. "You feeling good baby girl? You look great. I love how cute you look with your tiny baby belly. I'm still in disbelief that I'm going to be a grandfather again. But I'm also so happy." Jordan hugs his daughter to his side and she rests her head against his chest.

"I'm feeling okay most days. But there are times I feel like I'm going a little crazy. I'll see my doctor when we get back, check out my hormones. I don't want a repeat from last time. But yeah for the most part I feel good. How's things with you and Andi?"

Jordan smiles down at his daughter, "Things are really good. She's great. I'm actually happy for the first time in a long time. I miss seeing the boys everyday, but Evelyn will come around sooner or later."

Amber knows it's none of her business but she has to say how she's feeling. "Do you think Andi will ever want more? I mean do you think eventually she'll want kids? And maybe to get married?"

Jordan's smile fades, "She says she's fine with the way things are now. And she doesn't want kids."

He stares at Amber to see if her face tells him other wise. But Amber doesn't give anything away. "Well that's good then. I'm glad you're both happy. You both deserve it." She wraps her arm around his waist and gives him a tight side hug. He hugs her back. He can't help but think Amber's hiding something from him. He knows Amber and Andi talk about things they probably don't talk to anyone else about. So it's not farfetched for him to think maybe Andi confided in Amber about her feelings about their current relationship limitations.

"Amber has Andi said something to you? Is she not telling me something? She's always so concerned about my happiness and well being. Making sure the boys and I have the time we need together. Evelyn still doesn't want them staying with me overnight if Andi's there. She thinks it'll only confuse them more. I know that has to bother her, but she never says so. I know I need to tell Evelyn to let me live my life how I want, but she has so much control over my time with Dante and Eric."

"You could divorce the bitch." Amber's a little taken aback by the tone of her voice. She looks up at Jordan and he's also obviously surprised, not by what she said more by how she said it. She feels terrible, "I'm so sorry Pops. I didn't mean to sound....like such a bitch. This is what I'm talking about. These emotional surges, I can't seem to control them. Ya know I'm pretty tired, let Joe know I went back to the room for a nap. Love you Pops." She quickly kisses his cheek and hurries back to the cabin. Jordan starts to go after her, but he decides to let her go alone. He can't help but think about what she said.

Amber rushes back to their cabin, fighting tears the entire way. What the hell is wrong with me?

The phone is ringing when she enters the cabin. She hurries to pick it up thinking it must be Joe checking on her. She quickly finds out it's not Joe.

"Hello?"

"Hey Amber. Is our man there? I really need to talk to him?"

Our man?

Anger rises inside of her. "Sam. No Joe's not here right now, he's doing Duets at Dusk. What he didn't send you his whole itinerary? Keep you updated on all his comings and goings?"

"No, why would he give me his itinerary? Is everything okay Amber? You sound upset? Are you upset with me?"

Amber doesn't think before she starts speaking. "No Sam I'm fine. I just think maybe you're overstepping some boundaries. See Joe is not our man. Joe is my man. He's just the man who accidentally knocked you up. So I'd appreciate it if you'd stop trying to put any claims you think you have on him. I'll tell him you called. Bye Sam." Amber slams down the phone without waiting to hear what Sam has to say. She can't stop the anger that's surging through her. It's consuming her and she doesn't like how that feels.

Amber sits on the edge of the bed and begins to breathe in and out, slowly and steadily. Trying to calm herself. It works, for the most part. She begins to feel less angry, just as Joe walks in the door. Amber suddenly feels very possessive of him. He's hers and only hers. And she wants to show him just how hers he truly is.

Without any words Amber stands and goes to him. She kisses him as she moves him to their bed. She pushes him onto the bed and begins to undress him. When she gets him undressed she stands back and slowly undresses herself. He watches her intently, never taking his eyes off her.

Amber goes to her knees before him. She takes his huge member into her small hand and slowly strokes him up and down. Paying close attention to the sensitive tip, running her thumb around it ever so slowly. Joe's eyes roll  back as his head falls back with a low moan. Amber loves watching his reactions to her doing this to him. It's intoxicating to her. She takes him into her anxiously waiting mouth. This causes Joe's whole body relax and fall back onto the bed. His hips rise up as her mouth moves down, taking most of his impressive cock into her mouth, to the back of her throat.

After a few minutes she can't stand not being closer to him. She crawls up on top of him, straddling him.  Amber reaches down and places him at her entrance. "You. Are. Mine." She says this in a slow and low tone as she slides down onto him. "All. Mine."