Do I still love you

I love u

ARIZONA POV
I was hiding and crying in backstage for 10 minutes but then I realized I have all my friends out here. I wiped up my tears and put on smile. I came out and here they were. All of them. Not all of them you know. But most of them.
"Oh my god. Guys? What are you doing here?" I said
"You really think you can start something like this and we won't be here?" Meredith said
"Thank you so much" I said as as started crying little bit and they hugged me
"Where is Callie?" I asked wondering
"She got paged 911 from the hospital" April said
Then we continued talking and talking and then some left and some stayed. Only April, Mer and Teddy stayed others went home.

"What about you two?" April asked
"I assume that by "you two" you mean me and Calliope?" I said
"See you are calling her Calliope" Mer said
"I have always called her Calliope" I lied
"After you two broke up no you did not called her like that." April said
"It's different situations now" I said
"Do you love her?" Teddy asked
"I mean yes, i have always loved her. She was so special to me. She still is. But I'm scared. I'm scared that if we would hurt each other again we wouldn't recover. I love her too much for that." I said
"Oh my god. Just cut the crap. You both love each other but you are to scared. Just go. Just go and talk to her. Say it to her. All of it." April said
"Like you mean now?" I asked
"Yes like now. Go!" She practically yelled
"Just don't drive take cab guys" I said then I ran off

I took a cab to the hospital not knowing what to say or do. A nurse told me that she is still in surgery so I waited for her in her office. I was wondering what to say or do.
I was sitting on the couch and scrolling through my phone when somebody opened the door. It was my moment
"Arizona? What are you doing here?" She said
"I'm so sorry I didn't mean break into your office. I just have had some important things that I need to say to you and I couldn't wait." I said
"You are scaring me right now " She said
"I love you. Like in a big way. Past those weeks I think I fell for you even more. I'm scared. I'm so so scared of hurting each other all over again. But if we will talk we could go through it. You know me. You can tell how am I feeling by only one look. You can relax me. I could sleep with you without nightmares. All I want to do for past few weeks is to kiss you." I said and she came closer to me placed hand on my cheeks and kissed me. It was like I was at Joes bar all over again. The butterflies that I had felt like a fireworks.It was so magical. We kissed for little longer and then she broke the kiss and said
"I love you Arizona you have no idea how much." She said
"Thank god I was so scared that you would wanted just be friends but now, we are going out. Even if it is 11:56 pm." I said and she changed her clothes and we drove to some dinner.
We both had ice cream and coffee. We were talking and sitting there in fancy dresses  because we didn't have time to change. It was perfect we were laughing so hard and talking didn't stop.
"Thank you for fighting for me" she said
"I never should let you go" I said
"Your speech was... amazing" She said
"It was terrible. I didn't know what to say." I said
"You knew what to say and I still don't know how you managed not to cry" she said
"You know me. I am a hard stuff." I said and we started laughing
"This is perfect" she said
"I know" I said
"What do you want to do now?" She asked
"I don't know. Any suggestions?" I said
"I maybe have one. But we have a full house of people. So we should rent a hotel room and order a pizza." She said and I already know what she mean
"Okay let's go" I said and we paid a took a cab