Do I still love you

Hope

CALLIE POV
They finished the surgery 5 hours after she crushed on the table. Teddy  needed to leave her opened up and Addison took her uterus out. I know Arizona will be crushed, she will shut everyone out. It's not going to be good. April, Mer and Miranda fixed her belly, Amelia fixed her brain bleed and Link her arm. Everybody was in her room. I just couldn't to go there. I just stood there.

"I need to go in again tomorrow around 7am. Mer is gonna be here and Amelia too. Others need to leave. Alex called Arizona's parents. They are going here with Sofia. They should be here in 5 hours." Teddy said
"I can't." I said
"Callie if she can you have to. Arizona need you. She is fighter and as I know Arizona she is not fighting for herself she is fighting for Sofia and you. So suck it up and go fight for her. I'm gonna get some sleep. Page me if anything happens." She said and walked off

Teddy was right. I went into her room. I was totally crushed.
"Guys can you give me a minute." I said
"Of course." Richard said and they walked out of her room

I just stood there and was looking at her heart. I know this things happens, but seeing her heart. It is so weird.

"So that's how your big, warm, loving heart looks like." I said as I laughed of the thought and I sat down next to
her
"It is so weird to see you like this Arizona and I'm so sorry. Please just fight for Sofia. For me. I will buy you freaking chickens. I'm so sorry for your uterus. I know you will be pissed." I said with a tears
"I love you so much. You can't give up on me. The necklace from you. It's just wow." I just sat there for like 3 hours and just was looking at her and her bruises and scars and Alex came in.

"Callie you need to eat and sleep." He said
"I can't t leave her." I said
"You won't leave her. You will be stronger for her. We will be here. Just go take a hour nap." He said and I knew he was having a point
"Page me if anything happens." I said as I went to the nearest on call room

ALEX POV
I just sat there. Next to my best friend. She has so much power in her but there she is, just laying totally powerless. She taught me everything I know about being a good surgeon. I just held her hand.

Another hour pasted and everyone was in her room except Callie and Teddy. We just sat there in silence and were hoping for Arizona. Then the monitor started beeping and her heartbeat started coming down. She was going into cardiac arrest. Everybody started doing their things. I paged Teddy like a million times and Callie too. Teddy sprinted through door quickly examined her and decided that she needs to go in. Callie ran through the door as Everybody sprinted out of the door. I just stood there not knowing what just happened.

"What happened?" Callie asked
"She went into cardiac arrest. Teddy said that her heart was probably exhausted." I said
"No. No.. I thought she said she can go in, in the morning." Callie said
"She is tired." I said
" she can't be." Callie said
"I know." I said
Callie started crying so I hugged her. We went into a gallery.

CALLIE POV
I need to be strong for her. But I just can't Sofia will be probably asleep because its like 11pm and I need to talk with Arizona Parents without having a breakdown. She started having cardiac arrest again. We stood up and watched everybody doing their job.

"Somebody take my phone and call Dr. Maggie Pierce and ask her in how long she can be here." Teddy asked and I knew it wasn't good
"Tell her that my plane will pick her up in 2o minutes." Catherine said
"Charge 30" Teddy yelled and they give a shock her heart
"Grey stay massaging her heart."

She came back after two minutes again. I felt like I was dead.

"Maggie said that she is gonna be here in 4 and half hour." Richard said
"Okay. We are not leaving until we show Dr. Robbins miracle." Teddy said
"She's not dead until she's warm and dead." Meredith said

"Arizona's parents are here. You should go meet them." Alex said and I took a deep breath and stood up
"Please go with me. I think Sofia will be asleep and I need you to babysit her." I said
"Of course." He said

We went into a waiting room and I saw Barbara and Daniel immediately and sleeping Sofia in Daniels hands.
"Hi Callie. How is she?" Barbara asked as she pulled me into a hug
"Hi Callie." Daniel said and we shook our hands
"Alex can you please take Sofia into Arizona office. There is better couch." I said
"Of course" He said as he took her from Daniels hands and carried her away
"I'm not going to lie. She is not doing well. Heart heart went into cardiac arrest, but we have a best surgeons working on her and one of the best cardio surgeon is flying here. Arizona is still in a surgery." I said
"Will she make it?" Barbara asked and I didn't know how to answered her questions without lying
"I don't know, but what I know she is a fighter." I said as I sat down and the did too and Barbara took my hand and held me as tears were screaming down on my face. Addison sat with as, Jo, Catherine, Jackson, Jo, April, Richard did that too. We were just sitting there praying for her.