Do I still love you

Questions ans Answers

CALLIE POV
I woke up and it was 7:01 AM and i was surprised that Arizona is still asleep. She looks so peaceful and calmed. She is really light sleeper but now it looks like she is not. I think it's because she doesn't sleep that much. But she looked looked okay this night. It's maybe because of me? No no no Callie it's not about you, but I'm really glad she is asleep. I laid next to her for few more minutes and I just watched her but then her phone started ringing so I quickly took it and it was Alex. Great. I walked out of her bedroom and went to kitchen. Sofia was still asleep to so I picked it up.
Call:
A: Hi Robbins, how's New York.
C: Hey Alex. There is Cal-
A: Callie? Why are you picking Arizona's phone?
C: Yesterday we were drinking wine so I stayed in guest room. Do you know about her sleeping?
A: Yes I know. It's all back again. It is why I am calling.
C: In middle of night i heard screaming so I went t to her and I stayed and she's still asleep and she has been all night.
A: Really? That didn't happened in really long time. I guess you still have that effect on her. Haha
C: Aleex!
A: Calm down Torres. Just don't push her. She have to find her self again. Let her sleep, because she really need to.
C: Of course. Last question Who knows about her nightmares?
A: Not that much people April, you and me, DeLuca and his sister because he was her roommate and she was her lover and Richard I think.
C: Ok. Thank you I will tell her to call you after. Bye
A: Bye Torres. Be patient.
End of call

I guess I still have that effect on her. I still have a hard feelings for her and I love her. There it is. I love her.

I started making breakfast and Sofia was sitting in living room or she was exploring the house because it was huge.

It was 9:23 and Sofia went to visit her friend Caroline and Arizona was still asleep and I was sitting on her couch because I took a week off in the hospital. I've put HBO on and I watched friends.

ARIZONA POV
I woke up and it was 9:55 AM. Oh my god and haven't slept like this in long time and I haven't had a nightmare only thanks to her.

I got up and i noticed that my phone was missing and I smelled something really good coming from my kitchen.
I went to bathroom and took shower and then i put some leggings and sweatshirt on and I headed downstairs.

"That smells delicious" I said and Callie little bit jumped.
"I made breakfast and Sofia is over Carolines. I'm sorry for staying. I didn't know if it was okay to stay or go home." She said
"I'm glad you stayed" I said with my dimples smile

CALLIE POV
Arizona grabbed her breakfast and sat on stool next to kitchen island. I sat in front of her and said "Arizona we need to talk and Alex called you and I took by a mistake"
"Ok Callie. What Alex wanted?"
"I don't really know. I said that you'll call him."
"Ok thanks. What do you want to talk about." She said with her concerned smile
"First of all how are you feeling?"
"I haven't felt this rested in really long time only thanks to you." She said with a smile and I saw that her eyes are full again.
I smiled and said "I am super glad Arizona."
"In two days I'm starting my therapy so I'm hoping it will be only better" she said
"Arizona"
"Calliope?" There it was again her Calliope no one can say it like her
"You are calling me Calliope again huh?" I smiled
"I guess I am" she said with her dimples
"I need to say something" I said

ARIZONA POV
There it was. I know exactly what she is about to say but I can't let her.
"Callie I know what are you about to say" I say as I interrupt her "I love you. These feelings can't go away. They were always there and they will be. I love you so much and it hurts sometimes. You are the only person that I can sleep with without having bad dreams or anxiety. But if we would do this it wouldn't be right because I'm not my self. I'm to broken for that and we wouldn't end up well. I need right now my best friend in you more than lover because it would destroy us. I love you Calliope and I'm sorry." I said with tears in my eyes.

She looked confused and sad. I don't like that face even more if I know that I am the reason."
I was ready she is about to storm out of my house but the she said it.
"Arizona I love you and you have no idea how much and how much deeply. And I'm totally for it and I need to help you now. Sometimes we don't understand each other but sometimes i feel like we are connected. I'm here for you now and I will be patient. I love you." She said
"Thank you" was only thing that came out of me but then i got an idea.
"Calliope this house is huge only for me and Sofia and there are so many rooms so would you like you move in as my best friend and mother of my child?"