Do I still love you

Drinking

ARIZONA POV
As we started scrubbing in I needed to have my head clear.  Jo and Amelia were scrubbing in and Helm almost started.

"Wait helm!" I said
"Do you need something Dr. Robbins?" She asked
"Can you go ask somebody to lock the gallery please?" I asked
"Of course." Helm walked out of the scrubbing room
"Arizona are you okay?" Jo asked
"Yeah. I just need my head all focused." I said
"Good." Jo said

Surgery went really smoothly. I was so tired.
"Where are you going now." Amelia asked
"I just going to take a nap in the on call room." I said
"Okay." She said
"See you later?" Amelia asked
"Sure." I said

I walked into the on call room. And lay down on the bed. Thought about Callie and what am I going to do. Thought about my little precious children. Thought about what day is tomorrow. I closed eyes and fell asleep.

CALLIE POV
I was sitting on the couch with Jabari in my hands. I was thinking about what I've done. Sofia was playing upstairs with Zola and Bailey and Elis was sleeping. I heard that somebody came so I hope it would be Az. It was only Amelia.

"Where is Arizona?" I asked
"She is in hospital sleeping. She was tired." Amelia said
"Did she said something?" I asked
"She is having doubts Callie. You need to talk to her." Amelia said
"I know." I said
"Do you know she still owns your old apartment and your old house and her house." Amelia
"She do?" I asked
"Yes she took nap before surgery in your old apartment." Amelia said
"I really screwed this up this time." I said
"Callie. Do you know what day is tomorrow?" Amelia asked
"I know. I'm scared what she is going to do." I said
"One time when I was sober in Hopkins she was so high on marijuana she bought like 500 ice lollipops and gave them every single person on the dorm because she threw up this big party. She even gave them some teachers. I had to babysit her all night long. All 6 years." Amelia said
"She is always crazy  on this day. One time she got drunk with Cristina and got tattoo." I said
"She's got a tattoo?" Amelia asked
"She's got a inside lip tattoo and it says fuck it." I said
"No way." Amelia said
"I don't know what she is going to do today. I know she is starting tonight." I said

Arizona always went little crazy on the anniversary when her brother Tim died. She did all these crazy things.
Jabari fell asleep so I went to put him down into his baby bed.
I was sitting on the couch with Amelia, Maggie and Meredith and we were talking. Then somebody opened the door.

"Hey." Arizona said and immediately went upstairs
"She is starting." I said
"With what?" Meggie asked
"Just wait." Amelia and I said in at the same time

ARIZONA POV
I needed to go drink. But first I need to see Sofia and Jabari. Jabari was sleeping again. I checked his sugar level for his diabetes and it was all okay. I went to find Sofia.

"Hi honey." I said
"Hi mommy. Did you save the baby?" She asked
"Yeah I did. Sofia I need to apologize." I said
"For what mommy?" Sof asked
"I'm not here fully for you right now. I feel like I'm being a bad mom. I will not be here tomorrow all day. But after that I promise you we will have a girls day" I said
"Mommy I totally understands and you are the best mom in the world with mama." She said
"When did you got so big?" I asked and she laughed we were talking for awhile and it was around 5pm.
"I need to leave now honey." I said and I kissed her forehead
"Okay. I love you." She said
"I love you too." I said and I checked last time Jabari

I went back to the spare room where me and Callie had stuff. I showered and changed clothes and did my makeup. I was meeting Jo at Joe's. I went back down. And as i was almost at the door Amelia stopped me.
"Where are you going?" She asked
"Joe's" I said
"Can we go with you?" Amelia asked
"No." I said
"I'm going with you. I feel like tequila shots are what I need today." Mer said
"Okay. But we are leaving." I said

We arrived to Joe's and ordered tequilas shots.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Mer asked
"Not yet." I said

We were at Joe's for three hours now and me, Jo and Mer were pretty wasted
"Do you know what my brother loved?" I said
"Tell me." Jo said
"Motorcycles." I said
"I have one in New York. I never used it. It's just here. It was Tim's." I said
"I have and idea." I said as I drunk another shot
"We are going to buy a Ducati." I said
"When?" Jo asked
"Now." I said and I stood up
"Joe we will be back in hour." I said and Joe nodded
"Is this a good idea?" Mer asked
"The best." I said and called a cab

We were laughing a lot because we were so drunk.
We arrived to the Ducati store and I went in.
I came out after 30 minutes with keys.

"Now I'm owner of Ducati XDiavel S." I said and they yelled yay
"But we probably cant drive it. I'm calling somebody to pick it up. Who can drive a motorcycle?" I asked
"Amelia can." She said and giggled
"I'm calling her." I took my phone

Am- Are you okay Arizona?
Az- Ameeeliiiaaaa
Am- okay you are drunk
Az- do you know how to ride a motorcycle?
Am- yeah why?
Az- I just bought Ducati and I have a feeling that we cant drive it. I need somebody tough to pick it up and you won. Keys has this pretty guy in the store and he knows your name. Thanks. Bye.
Am- ari-

I hung up
"I would like to go explore the city." Mer said
"Me too." Jo and I said
"I want to go on ferry boat. Derek loved it." Mer said
"That's a great idea." I said so we went