Do I still love you

Donuts

CALLIE POV
She will always need me.

I returned back to Aria's room and sat down on the couch next to dad.

"Are you okay?" He asked
"Yes..No... I don't really know." I said
"What happened." He asked
"I kissed another woman." I said
"You are divorced." He said
"In New York we go back together and we have adopted son." I said
"I have a nephew?" He asked excitedly
"You do. His name is Jabari. He is 7 months old and African and very cute. Sofia loves him." I said
"I need to meet him." He said
"Yeah." I said
"So why did you do it?" He asked
"I don't know. We were in bar and drunk. Arizona was doing surgery. This woman was eyeing me whole time. I didn't think much of it you know. Then I went to the toilet and she was there and kissed me and I don't know why I kissed her back. I'm such a jerk." I said
"We all do mistakes. She did. You did. But you need to fight for her. Did she fight for you?" He asked
"Yes." I said
"So go fight for her." He said
"What if she doesn't want to?" I asked
"She will." He said
"I need to stay with Aria right now." I said
"She is okay. I will be here. They will let you know when she wake up." He said and I stood up
"Thank you daddy." I said and he nodded

I went to every on call room and she wasn't there then I remembered her on call room where is nobody coming. It's on oncology floor because I think the oncologist never sleep. It is the last in the back where is everybody lazy to go. I opened the door and she was there sleeping. I went lay next to her.

"Calliope?" She asked
"I can go if you want to." I said
"I want to you to lay with me and don't talk." She said. She was laying on side facing the wall. I turned on same side and put my arm around her.

I thought she is going to say something but she just grabbed my arm and started holding it. I knew this is was important for her. We just laid there holding hands.

2 hours pasted and nurse paged Arizona that Aria is awake. We stood up and didn't say anything and went into her room.

"How is my baby?" Aria asked Arizona
"He is perfectly healthy baby boy." Arizona said with smile
"Thank you so much Arizona." Aria said
"You don't need to thank me. You need to be here for two more days and then you can go home." Arizona said
"Okay." Aria said
"And no heavy lifting. You should be resting." Arizona said with her serious voice
"Now I'm gonna leave you three alone to talk." Arizona said
"No Arizona. Please stay here with us." Dad said
"Okay." She said and I smiled
"So I heard you got nominated for Fox award." He said
"Yeah it's pretty great. But all the credits I'm giving to Callie. If it weren't for her I wouldn't do fetal fellowship." Arizona said
"No no no. She did it all by herself." I said and we talked for hours. It felt so great. Like we weren't in a fight anymore.

"As I would love to be here longer I need to go. Amelia is home alone with 5 kids and probably starving kids." Arizona said and we laughed
"I will go with you." I said
"No stay here. I got this." She said and walked out

"She is amazing Callie. Why I haven't met sooner?" She asked
"It is little complicated." I said

ARIZONA POV
When I came back home Amelia was pretty handling it. We made dinner, watched film and put the kids into beds.

"What do you want to do now?" Amelia asked
"Do you still have your motorcycle clothes?" I asked
"Yeah why?" She asked
"I think I am going to ride somewhere. I need a minute to be all by myself." I said and she nodded and gave me the clothes
"Are you sure you still know how to ride it?" She asked
"Don't worry." I said and I started riding. I went to get a donuts and went to my favorite place in Seattle

CALLIE POV
I came home around 11pm and no sign of Az.

"Where is Arizona?" I asked Amelia
"She took her motorcycle and went somewhere. She said she wanted to be all by herself for a minute." Amelia said
"The kids are sleeping?" I asked
"Yes." She said

I thought Arizona is going to be back a hour but she wasn't.

"I'm going to find her." I said
"Yeah it's probably a good idea." Amelia said
"Did she tell you where she is going?" I asked
"No." She said
"Okay." I said and grabbed my car keys and wen t to find her. I went into Joe's. She wasn't there. I went into so many places that she liked and didn't found her. I thought about every place and then it hit me. Our spot in the park. So I started driving there. When I stopped in the parking lot there was her motorcycle. Honestly I was kinda scared to be walking there all alone. When I reached the spot she was sitting on the bench and eating donuts.

"Arizona." I said and she jumped up a little bit
"You gave me almost a heart attack. I thought you are a killer." She said
"It is just me." I said
"Do you want a donut?" She asked
"I would love to." I said and took it from her hand and sat next to her
"Callie I miss him." She said
"I know you do." I said
"Take them away from me. I had like a ten of them. If I eat one more of them I will be donut." She said and handed me the pink box with donuts
"I wanted to gave up so many times after he died. But I knew that my parents need me. It was hard to turn the page when you know someone I loved won't be in the next chapter, I needed to go on." She said
"I'm so so sorry." I said
"Was it payback when you kissed the woman?" She asked
"No never Arizona. We are pass that." I said
"Was it a good kiss?" She asked
"No." I said
"Okay." She said
"What it means Arizona?" I asked
"That we are okay." She said
"Really?" I asked
"Calliope. I think we can't screw up things again. This us our last chance." She said
"Okay."I said
"I love you so much Arizona." I said
"I love so much Calliope." She said and gave me a kiss
"You know I have never seen you cry on this day." I said
"I want to but I would never stop." she said
"It's okay to show your emotions." I said
"I will give you a ride on my new motorcycle." She said
"Never." I said
"Come on Callie. I know you want. I have a spear helmet." She said
"You didn't know I was coming and my car is here." I said
"I knew you were coming for me. You always do." She said
"I would come for you everywhere." I said

We went to her motorcycle. I sat behind her and held her tight. We started driving and it was amazing. The lights. Her blonde hair. Everything.

We made our way to Mer house and stopped. I got down and she did too.

"Arizona it was amazing." I said
"Yeah." she said
"Are going to return it?" I asked
"Nah. I don't think so. I'm going to keep it here. One more thing to come here for again I will have it in garage in my-" She stopped as she realised that I don't know she still owns the houses
"Arizona I know about our loft, our house and your house." I said
"Amelia." she said

We went up and went sleep. Jabari woke up so we took him between us. It was perfect.

"Callie are you asleep?" She asked
"No." i said
We need to be in four days in Boston." She said
"Are you excited?" I asked
"I don't even have a dress." She said
"We will go shopping. " I said
"Thank you." She said and we fell asleep