Do I still love you

Curiosity

CALLIE POV
When I get into hospital I was little bit tipsy. Okay I was kinda drunk. I went into her room and I sat there and I watched her. She was asleep. Even in her sleep she was beautiful.

I fell asleep around 2am in the chair next to bed. Around 3am Arizona woke me up.

"Callie."  She said
"Calliope." she said little bit lauder
"Are you okay?" I asked little bit worried
"You are snoring." She said
"I'm not snoring." I said
"You totally are and you are drunk.". She said
"How do you know?" I asked and laid next to her
"Amelia texted me that you were drinking." She said
"Amelia huh?" I said
"What?" She asked
"You slept with her more than once!" I said
"Okay, okay. I'm sorry I should've told you before. But after we were divorced." She said
"Mhm." I mumbled
"What do you want to know Calliope?" She asked
"How many times?" I asked
"Like ever or after divorce?" She said
"Ever." I said
"I don't really know. We were wild at Hopkins and drunk a lot." She said
"Was it more than 10 times?" I said
"Yes." She said and I was shocked
"Was it with feelings?" I asked
"Never." She said
"So you guys had sex more than 10 times and didn't catch feelings." I said
"Exactly. We had a pact and we both knew we were better like friends. We knew we were both hot and good in bed." She said
"Was she good?" I asked
"Yes." she said
"Was she better than me?" I asked
"No. When we have sex, we are connected. We are in love with feelings. I'm not saying it's a soft sex because we both know that is hot and steamy sex, but it is about something different." She said
"Okay." I said
"Are you mad?" She asked
"No." I said
"But we all agreed that you are women version of gay Mark Sloan." I said
"I'm not." She said
"You totally are." I said
"I would argue about that." She said
"We both know you would lose." I said and we laughed
"I could ask you. Man or Woman? Huh?" She said
"You are right I slept with Mark Sloan and Arizona Robbins. It's almost the same and I won." I said
"Hey." She punched me in a arm
"You totally won. 100%." I said
"Yeah I heard I was pretty good." She said and we kissed

We both fell asleep

I woke up and Arizona was still asleep. It was around 6 am and I went to call Mer.

M- Hey
C- Hi, can you please take Sofia to the hospital. I think Arizona would want to see Sofia.
M- Yeah. We are going to check on her in like 2 hours. Are you having work today?
C- Yeah I do.
M- Okay. Will be there in 2 hours.
C- Just page me when you got here.
M- Bye

She said and I hanged up. I went change in my scrubs and on my way I met Minnick.

"How is Arizona?" Minnick asked
"She is doing good." I said politely
"Okay." She said and walked off

Okay that was weird. I changed and went back to Arizona's room and she was already awake.

"Good morning." I said
"Good morning. You are going back to work." she said
"How are you feeling." I asked
"I feel like I need to talk with Addison and Nicole and write." She said
"How are you really feeling?"  I asked
"I'm fine Callie."
"Okay. I need to go working." I said and walked to her and kissed her
"Go fix and break bones." She said
"Girls and Sofia will be here soon to check you up and you can page Nicole." I said
"Okay." I said and I started walking to the door. When I was in the door and I stopped
"Arizona" I said
"Yeah?" She said
"I love you. You know that right." I said
"I love you Calliope." She said and I walked off

ARIZONA POV
Mer, Teddy and Amelia came to check on me. Sofia was with me for like two hours. She made my mood better, but she needed to go to the school. Nurses brought me lunch but I just couldn't eat. I knew what was I doing but I just couldn't. I was so broken I just couldn't. I threw it away and paged Addison. She came and we wrote. I loved it so much. We just talked about medicine and wrote. I was tired about someone asking me whether I am okay. Always I just said yes and put on fake smile and it worked. With Addie it was really comfortable.

We were writing about three hours but then Amelia came in.

"Oh sorry guys. I will stop by later." Amelia said
"No it's okay we were just finishing. I will see you tomorrow." Addie said and stood up
"See ya." I said
"What's up." I said
"I'm so sorry that everybody knows." Amelia said
"It's okay. Eventually somebody would find out you know." I said
"I hope that anybody won't be making big deal of it. We never took it serious so they shouldn't as well." She said
"I totally agree. We were just best friends." I said and she nodded
"Arizona I will get to the point. I know you better than you know. I know that you are not okay and it's okay. You just need to let it out." She said
"Amelia..I.. I just can't talk about it yet. I just can't. If I would it wouldn't be good." I said
"You know Callie sees it too. She is just not pushing you. She is giving you time." She said
"I know." I said and we talked for like 2 hours and then somebody completely unexpected came in

"What are you doing here?" I asked
"I just wanted to know if you are okay." Eliza said
"Well I am as you can see so you can go." I said as Callie walked into the room. Super three of my lovers are in the same room. Yay me.
"Hi Callie." I said
"Hi guys. What is going on in here?" Callie asked and hopefully Amelia saved me
"Well we were just leaving because Robbins was tired. Wasn't she?" Amelia said
"Yes. Callie can you come back in like hour?" I asked and I yawned
"Of course." She said and she walked off, then Eliza and then Amelia and I quickly mouthed "Thank you" at her and she smiled. Then I really fell asleep