Do I still love you

Friends

ARIZONA POV
4 weeks later
Callie started working again like 3 weeks ago and I am working on clinic with Herman everyday. Sofia is going to her school and she started doing softball. We have pretty busy schedules. Sometimes we sleep together, sometimes we don't. I didn't get nightmares recently so it's definitely a good thing. My therapist said that I shouldn't have sex with her. I want to so badly. But I can't and I am scared. When we had sex last time together we divorced the day after. Our last sex. I don't know why it scares me, but it does. Sofia is asleep, Callie is in her room and I am looking at my dress for tomorrow night. We have our found rising money thingy. Callie is coming. I miss our friends so bad. I just want them to be there with me. Richard, April, Alex, Miranda, Teddy, Mer and all the others. I wouldn't be here without them. My dress is perfect. I have to give a speech and I don't want to because it reminds me of those who can't witness it. Mark, Nick and Tim. Those three. I should go sleep.

CALLIE POV
I am sitting in my room and thinking about tomorrow night. I don't know what Arizona in dress will do to me but no such a good things. I just want to have her. Feel her. Own her. I maybe did something little bit crazy but I know she will be happy, But at first mad because she hates surprises but then she will be happy. I should go sleep.

ARIZONA POV
I have a day off because I need glam my self all day. My alarm goes off at 7am. Sofia is getting ready for school and Callie is leaving for a work. But she should make it to the ball. I stand up and start changing as then Callie comes into my room without knocking probably thinking that I am still asleep. But I am only in my panties.

"Knocking not much" I say as she completely in a shock turns away
"S-sorry.. I thought that you are still asleep" She saysand I am fully dressed now
"It's okay. You can turn back now. It's not like you haven't seen me naked you know." I say
"Umm.. y-yes I have seen you naked. But it's different now. We were married and stuff." She says
"Mmm. What did you need?" I say
"Just good morning and Sofia is ready, breakfast is made. The ball is starting at 4:30pm right?"she says
"Uhm. Thanks for breakfast and yes 4:30 be there. I will be there already." I say
"Okay thanks." She is still looking in shock
"Callie relax. You just saw me naked. It's not like you saw Big Foot." I say giggle
"Okay. I'm gonna leave now. See ya tonight" she says giggling

CALLIE POV
I am working. Nothing really good came in today. I am still thinking about naked Arizona. Her perfect body. Perfect breasts. Perfect hair. She is just perfect.
It's 2pm now and I'm leaving hospital. Sofia will be with Arizonas parents for a weekend. So I am curious about weekend without Sofia. Just Arizona and me.
I came home and Arizona is already gone. I showered and now I am putting my make up now. Then my phone buzz and it's Mer. They are outside. I run out and there they are. Mer, Alex, Jo, April, Richard, Jackson, Catherine, Miranda and Teddy.

"Hello." I say as I started crying
"Hi." They say and hug me
"Come on in" i say
They walk inside and stopping at gaze how the house is amazing
"This house is just - wow" Alex says
"It's classic Arizona" April and Teddy say
And they are looking through the house
"Guys there should be enough rooms for everybody, but maybe somebody will have to pair up. And Somebody can sleep in Sofias and on the couch."
They all nod and I give them a their rooms. I will sleep with Az, Alex with Jo, Richard with Catherine, Mer with April, Miranda in mine, Teddy in Sofia's and Jackson on couch.
They all start getting ready and the Mer, April and Teddy come in my room.

"Is everything okay?" I ask
"We should be asking you the same question." Mer says
"Why?" I say suspicious
"You are sleeping in Arizona's room probably with her in it. You are doing for her this big surprise and you are living with her in this gorgeous house. What does it means?" Teddy says
"I don't really know. We haven't had sex and we haven't kissed. We know that we still love each other, but she was at bad mental place when she came so I said that I will help her. We both Agree just as friends. Sometimes we sleep together no sex. I think we both are scared how this could end up." I say
"Do you know what she has said to me before she left for New York?" April says
"No?" I say
"She basically said that you are making her smile again just through the texts. Just that you texted her made her smile. She loves you more than you think. She never stopped. You kinda broke her but she still loved you. In that custody battle it wasn't just about Sofia. It was about you too. She didn't want to let you go. Of course it was mainly about Sofia but little bit about you too. It kinda killed her off when you were with Penny. You two were perfect for each other. You love each other." April says
"She is your Derek." Mer says and We are tearing

They left my room. I'm still thinking about what the have said. They are going to show up when Arizona will be starting her speech. I'm almost in there.

When I walked in I saw her immediately. She is looking stunning. She is wearing this skinny black dress with kinda of big cleavage but not that much. The dress is thigh enough. The black runs perfectly over her body. She looks like picture. As she see me she is walking towards me.
"Hi." She says but I can't stop looking at her