Do I still love you

Worrying

CALLIE POV
I knew exactly what was going to happen. She was going to shut herself down from everyone. It was about 9am and Sofia and Alex were walking  toward us.

"Good morning honey." I said gave her a kiss on her forehead
"Good morning mama. How is mommy?" She asked
"She is little bit better. You can go and see her but be careful." I said and she walked through the door with Alex. He informed Sofia carefully about everything what happened to Arizona.

Addie walked towards me and stand next to me.

"Did you tell her?" I asked
"Yes." She said with no face impression
"She is going to shut herself down from me. Won't she?" I said
"She definitely will. You know Robbins. She don't want to be weak." Addie said
"But all I want to do is help her." I said
"I know. This is her coping mechanism. Don't push it. She lost another thing. She is not looking at herself again as she did. Again. Callie just be patient." Addie said
" I know." I said as I sat down

ARIZONA POV
I talked with Sofia almost hour and explained her everything. I was getting tired and Alex saw it so he took Sofia out.

"Alex wait." I said
"Yes?" He said
"Can you ask Teddy and Mer to come in. I need to ask them some things about the recovery." I said and he nodded

Teddy and Mer came into my room and checked me again.
"How long I have to be here?" I asked
"3 weeks." Teddy said
"You are kidding right?" I said
"Definitely not." Mer said
"I have work. I have things to do. I can't just lay here." I said annoyed
"Well Dr.Robbins I think you want to have your heart beating so I think you will have to." Teddy said and I yawned again
"You are tired. We will go. Page us if anything starts hurting." Mer said and they started walking to the door
"Mer wait." I said and Teddy closed the door
"What's up?" She asked
"You know.. I heard that you drowned and you were almost dead." I said
"Yes?" She said
"Did you see some people who.... died?" I asked
"Yes. I saw some of my patients, Denny and my dog." She said and I nodded
"Did you see somebody?" She asked
"I saw Mark, Lexie, Henry, Derek, Tim and Nick." I said
"Did you talk with him?" She said
"Yes. He said that he is watching you and that he is in good place. He told me that you need to find a love again. He miss you and the kids. He told me that Ellis is beautiful and just like you and he love her. And he loves you." I said
"Thank you." She said with a tears in her eyes And I nodded
"I'm going to sleep." I said and she nodded and walked away
I just started crying again. I don't want to cry in front of everyone. I don't want to look vulnerable. I cried myself into sleep.

CALLIE POV

Meredith walked out of her room.
"She is asleep." Mer said
April went into her room to sit down. She is her person. Alex took Sofia home. Catherine needed to leave and Richard and Bailey too. Maggie went with them because she needed to watch the kids. Jo was with Alex. Addison was handling Jake and Henry moving her for few months. Link was already on a plane because he was needed in Seattle. Mer, Teddy, Amelia were here staying for another week to watch Arizona. April, Jackson, Jo and Alex are leaving tomorrow because Grey-Sloan is probably without surgeons. Arizona's parents went to sit in her room too and I did too.

Before I opened the door Mer stopped me.
"Don't push her. Just let her know that you are for here for her." Mer said and I nodded

I went in and we sat in the silence.
2 hours pasted and Arizona started to waking up.
"Well good morning." She said
"How are you feeling." April asked
"Better." Arizona said
"Good." April said as she stood up went to the other side of a room and punched Arizona in a arm
"Ouch! What that was for?" Arizona asked in a shock
"Don't ever do that again! Do you know how I was scared?" April said with tears in her eyes
"Yes I know how you were scared. I was in that same position when you were after your accident. So we are even." Arizona said
"I had to operate on you. You didn't have to because I am not kid or pregnant women." April said
"Okay you won." Arizona said
"Guys can I talk to my parents now please?" Arizona asked and I knew exactly what she were about to do
"Okay." I said and we walked out of the door

We sat down and waited. 20 minutes later Arizona's parents walked out.
"We are going to go." Barbara said
"Okay." I said and I stood up
"Thank you for everything Callie." They said and pulled me into a hug
"Don't thank me." I said
"Tank all of you." They said and shook everyone's hands and walked away.

They wanted to walk in but I stopped them.
"Guys can you please give us a minute." I said
"Of course." They said

I took a deep breath and walked in.

"Hi stranger." I said