Do I still love you

Silence

CALLIE POV
"Hi stranger." I said as I walked in
"Hey Calliope." She said and I noticed that eyes are red and puffy
"How are you feeling?" I asked carefully
"I'm fine." She said and I know she is lying
"Arizona." I said
"I'm fine." She said and I moved to sit on the chair net to her
"Can you lie with me?" She asked
"Of course." I said and I went to lie next to her
"I see that you got my little present." She said
"Arizona it's so beautiful. How do you know me so well?" I asked and we laughed
"We know each other few weeks you know." She said and we laughed
"I love you." She said and I started crying
"Hey. What's up." She grabbed my face and asked softly
"You died 2 times. I thought that I lost you." I said
"Don't cry honey, I'm here all okay. I fought for you and Sofia." She said
"I love you too." I said and we just laid there. Hers head was on my shoulder and mine was on her head.

After like 5 minutes she fell asleep. So I just laid there listening her breathing and thinking about how I know she is not okay.

She was asleep for like hour and everyone left. Some of them left to Seattle and some home. I thought everyone left but I looked over to the door and April stood there.

"Hi." She said
"Hey." I said
"Callie you should go home and sleep." She said
"I can't leave her." I said
"Callie you know Arizona. She will be glad that you are with Sofia when she can't and she is sleeping and probably will be for hours. I will be here with her. And you know her she will be glad for some space." April said and knew she had a point
"Okay." I said
"I will page you with everything." She said and I carefully stood up and went home

ARIZONA POV
I was a awake all that time. But I knew that if we would continue talking I would totally break down. She went through a lot with me when I lost a leg, but I couldn't do that to her again. She didn't deserve the broken me.

I opened my eyes and looked over to April.

"How are you?" She asked
"I'm fine." I said
"Arizona you are not fine. I know you." She said and I started crying
"Oh, Arizona." She said and went to lie next to me and put her arms around me
"Do you want to talk about it?" She asked
"I can't fight anymore April." I said as I continued crying
"Yes you can Arizona. You are so strong." She said
"I lost so much. I lost my leg and now my uterus. I know that I wasn't about to have another baby but to my fifty years of my life I still had that option. But now I am just some woman without leg and uterus who is pitting herself." I said
"You aren't just some woman. You are Arizona Robbins!" She said, kinda yelled
"Thank you." I said
"Anytime." She said and we laughed

She just laid with me. And we talked. I have missed her. Another hour passed.

"Don't shut down from Callie." She said
"I not shutting, but I can't do this to her again. " I said
"She loves you." She said
"I know." I said
"Anyway sorry but I have to go. Arizona I have missed you and this so much. Recover fast and get that Fox award okay. And let Callie in. I love you." She said and stood up
"Thank you and I love you too." I said and we hugged and she left and I paged Addison

She came in about 5 minutes.

"Hey, what's up?" She asked
"What are you doing right now?" I asked
"Nothing I have a break." She said
"Great. So can we start writing?" I asked
"Aren't you supposed to be resting." She said
"I'm and I will. You will be writing don't worry. But we need to hurry up. We have only a week." I said
"So let's begin." She said and we got into talking and writing

CALLIE POV
I got into Arizona's room and I immediately fell asleep. I slept for 3 hours and almost everybody left. I went downstairs and Meredith was in the kitchen and Teddy and Amelia were talking with Sofia in a living room.

I went out grab something from a fridge.

"How's Arizona?" Mer asked and I don't really know
"She's fine." I said
"She is shutting down from you. Isn't she?" Mer asked
"She's totally is." I said
"She will open." Mer said
"It will be long process." I said
"Yeah." Mer said and we went to living room to talk with girls

After like four hours Addison came back and she looked totally exhausted.

"What happened." I asked
"Your ex-wife or wife I don't know how you call it, she is monster. I never knew how much is she smart and brilliant. But she is monster. Brilliant monster." Addie said as she sat down
"I know. What have she done." I asked
"We started writing the papers." She said
"What papers." I asked
"The Fox award papers." She said
"She is supposed to be resting." I said
"You know her." Amelia said and we all laughed

I went to put Sofia in. I sat on her bed and we were talking.

"Is mommy going to be fine?" Sofia asked
"Yes she will. It is going to take some time, but she will. Now go sleep." I said and gave her a kiss on her forehead
"I love you mama." She said
"I love you too Sof. Good night." I said
"Good night." She said and I closed the doors

I walked back to the living room and the girls were laughing and I could say they were little tipsy. Only who wasn't drinking was Amelia obviously

"What's going on?" I said as I grabbed my glass
"We were just talking about if Arizona is a monster in a bed too." Addison said and I sipped and smiled
"She totally is and when we are after fight it's unbelievable." I said and they laughed
"She totally is." Amelia whispered probably for only herself but we heard her and we were in a shock
"You slept with Arizona?" Teddy asked
"I kinda did. But it wasn't nothing serious. We were both sad and lonely. No hard feelings. I'm so sorry Callie." Amelia said and I was kinda in shock
"Omg." Mer said
"When?" I asked
"It was when we were at Hopkins and then when we were working on Hermann's case." She said
"So more than once." Mer said
"Arizona was always like a woman version of gay Mark Sloan." Teddy said
"Amelia it's okay. It was before we knew each other and after our divorce." I said
"Really?" Amelia asked
"Do you have feelings for her?" I asked
"No. We even did a pact when we were young that it was without feelings and if me or her would started having a feelings we would ended it. We always knew we were better friends than lovers. Now we don't need each other like that anymore. We are friends, but that's it." She said
"Okay." I said

We talked few hours. Everybody then went sleep and I went into the hospital to see Arizona.