Do I still love you

Hoping

CALLIE POV
There she was. Crying in my hands. I think she never opened to me like this. We were like this for hour. It was killing me, but I was kinda glad about her letting her emotions come out. She stopped crying and she was silent.

"I'm so sorry." She said taking a tissue
"It's okay." I said
"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked
"No." She said
"Okay." I said

We just sat there. In silence. She never was person who talked about her feelings.

"I'm so sorry about what I said about you cheating." I said
"I don't want to talk about it." she said
"Arizona." I said
"No Callie." She said
"Okay." I said

We sat next to each other for three hours not talking. But she was holding my hand. I could tell she was ashamed for her letting show her emotions.

She stood up but quickly sat down.

"Are you okay?" I asked
"I just forgot that I am on the plane and I hate planes." She said
"Do you need something?" I asked
"I'm just hungry. Do you think you could ask flight attendant for some meal. Or meals?" She asked and I smiled because when she is going eat she is going to talk.

I came back with a lot of food and she just smiled. Oh god I missed her genuine smile.

"Thank you so much." She said and took the food and I smiled at her

She was eating like a hungry lion. Like whole team of hockey players would eat this amount of food. She ate it and flight attendant took it away. I knew it was time for her to talk with me.

"I'm sorry how I've treated you." She said
"It is okay. I get it." I say
"I saw them all. When I was almost dead." She said
"Who did you see?" I asked confused
"Mark, Lexie, Tim, Nick, Henry and Derek. All the people who died in my life." She said
"Oh honey." I said and took her hand
"Callie. I don't have any fight left in me. I don't know how to keep going." She said not facing me
"Arizona. Look at me." I said and she didn't looked at me so I took her face in my hand but her eyes weren't looking at me
"Look at me. You are the strongest person I know. You went through so many thing that I can't imagine. And if you haven't any fight in you? I always will fight for you. Always." I said
"I know you will." She said and squeezed my hand
"I have another scarves. All over my body." She said
"I know and I'm so sorry." I said
"I don't feel pretty." She said
"You are the most beautiful person that I know. You are so so sexy that I can be only thanking to god that you chose me. And scarves are sexy." I said and she laughed
"Can I ask you about something?" I asked
"Yes." She said
"Did you think about cutting yourself?" I asked
"Yes. I didn't so this theme of conversation is ending." She said
"You have big communication and trust issues." I said
"I know. That came after my brother." She said
"I've learned you need time. Lots of it." I said
"I forgive you about what you said about the cheating." She said
"I didn't mean to. I'm sorry." I said
"I never properly said how the necklace from me looks so good on you. Guess I know you the best." She said
"It must've been so expensive." I said
"I would do anything to make you happy." She said
"Thank you." I said
"I love so much Calliope." she said
"I love you to Arizona." I said and she gave me a kiss. A kiss so passionate. She was showing me how much she loves me.
"How are you feeling about he Fox award. You didn't show much emotions." I said
"It's pretty cool I guess. But we will have to fly to Boston." she said
"We?" I asked
"I hope you didn't think you are not going with me. I need you there." She said
"I'll be there for you."

Arizona fell asleep on me. We were supposed land any time so I woke her up. And we went to the village and we registered and they gave us a little cottage. We were unpacking and somebody knocked on our door.

"Callie I get it." Arizona said
"Oh my god." Arizona said
"What's up?" I asked as I walked to the door
"Cleo and Hibo. How are you doing?" Arizona asked
"Dr. Robbins we missed you so much." They said and the young boy hugged her first and then probably his father
"Cleo, Hibo this is my wife Callie. Callie this is Cleo I operated on him when he was 4, 8 years ago when i was here and this is his father Hibo." Arizona said and I shook their hands and smiled
"You are even hotter Dr. Robbins than I've remembered." Hibo said and Arizona laughed
"And still lesbian." She said laughing
"We gonna go. We just heard that you are here so we wanted to say hi." Hibo said
"I will stop by tomorrow. Good night." Arizona said and I smiled
"Good night." Hibo and Cleo said and Cleo hugged Arizona and they closed the door

"He totally hit on you." I said
"Somebody jealous in here?" Arizona asked getting closer to me
"I'm not jealous." I said and she started to kissing me
"Mhmm. Okay." She said and threw me on the bed
"Do you want to have a best African sex in your life?" She asked
"Totally." I said

ARIZONA POV
"Callie give me a minute." I said and I went to the bathroom and I was standing in front of mirror and I lifted up my shirt and looked at my scarves. I just took my hand and placed on the one where my uterus used to be. I was still looking at my belly as I totally lost that I was in the middle of something. I was completely lost in my thoughts as Callie walked through the door and I quickly turned.
"Sorry I knocked and you weren't responding." She said
"It's okay." I said
"Are you okay?" She asked
"Yeah it is just the first time I looked at them." I said
"Are you still want to have sex? It can totally wait." Callie said
"Callie I want you so badly, but please just take it slowly." I said and we started kissing and undressing each other as we were completely naked on the bed. I was on the top as she rolled me over.
"Hey." I said
"I'm going first." She said and she started kissing me down to my my neck. To my breasts. She started kissing my scar near my heart.
"Can I do this?" She asked
"Yes." I said and she was massaging my nipples and kissing my other scarves. We were continuing this all night. It was amazing, hot and steamy sex. We were both catching a breath. It was about 3am.

"Calliope you were amazing."i said still not able to catch a breath
"We were amazing." She said and we kissed and fell asleep

I was feeling myself again.