Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 20

Marissa's pov

 I watched my daughter helplessly. she is having one of her worst day ever. Being hit by her dad was an accident. She then had to faint. Why is this happening to her?Is she cursed or something? I couldn;t bare to look at my daughter in the hospital bed. What would be worse is telling her she needs to stay away from jake. i can tell my the way she told me about the whole thing with Jake she needs to get away. The more she involves herslef with him the more it would hurt when she really has to let go. I know what it is like being in her shoes. i had no one to support me in my time. I thought of everything myself and then i found Kelsey. She was a great frined till she betrayed me by sleeping with my husband. I thought i had known her well but her true colors came out. she wanted Dean but i won't let her have him. She raised my daughter and i trusted her with my life with her. My daughter knew certian things of me but i hope not everything. She grew uip to be a goood girl but now she's enetring retaliation. How am i going to deal with this knowing everything else around me is falling down?

Dean had gone out ot get some fresh air after our little discussion. I didn't like the fact he was trying to make the situation a little more worse than it is but maybe he does have a point in this. Does Isa belong on the road with us?Will it make it easier for us knowing she is just a distance close to us? I lookjed out the window of the hospital when i saw Dean  leaning by a tree. he seeemd to be concentrating on something but i couldn't help to think i have been causing things too. I turn away from the window when i saw my little girl waking up.

Isa's pov

 I thought i was dreaming when about being in the hopsital and everything but i was wrong. i saw wires on me and i saw y mom looking out the window. She seemed really sad and i knew why. but i did think about what she and my dad were talking about earlier. I saw her turn around and she see's me awake now.

"Mom we need to talk/"I said.

"Isa before you say anything i need to know if youreally wanna keep the baby?'She asks.

Was she being for reals right now?Does she think imma abonmdon my child or give him/her up like she did with me?

"Mom i wanna keep my child.At least i'll be there unlike you>"i said harshly.

She looked shocked and sad. i knew i hit a nerve but it was true. I know i was given to Kelsey the mintue i was born. I was riased with a complete stranger but i was raised knowing who was my biological mother. I don;t wanna make the same mistake as her.

"Mom i'm sorry i said that. i just feel like you think imma do the same thing with what you did with me."I said calmly now.

"Isa i understand okay.I never had help when i was pregnant with you. i had to figure out things for myself and i did. Thay may not have been the right choice but at the time they were. Look i' asking because your father and i were talking and well he thinks you should  be on the road with us. He  is thinking of renting a bus so we can have a close eye on you."She says.

"Mom i'm not leaving Jake behind."I said.

"Isa think about what you told me earlier today. Do you really wanna risk yourself?"She asked.

"mom i know what i'm doing. i heard what you guys are planning. I think i wnat him aorund. i love him and he will change.You were able to change dad so if that happen then i think i can do the same with Jake." I said.

"Isa you will do what we say."Dad said entering the room.

"No i know what i want. You two don't know what i feel right now. It hurts to know i can lose everything right now"I said.

"We want what's best for you so what we say goes. you will be with us as wella s your other siblings. we can be a fmaily again like before. all those times we had we great. Your condition just gives us that opportunity to be whole again. Look you can hate me all you want but i will not let you get hurt. i hurt you today and it stung me inside. i did that to your mom when we first meet and i knew it was hurting her inside for me being a jerk. I don;t wnat the same mistake to occur to you. your mother already told me about everything. I need to know you safe. i may be a lunatic on tv but when i'm with you i wanna be the best dad unlike mines."He says looking at me.

"I get you guys wanna keep me safe but i feel happy with him. You guys probably have him banned from seeing me too."I said.

"Right now you need to be clam. the bay inside you can have serious damage done if you don;t stay relax. We are trying  to keep you  healthy as well as the baby."Mom says.

"Well i'm not relaxed. I wanna see Jake before anything happens."I siad.

"sa he is not here because we pressed charges against him."Dad said.

"No your lying.You wouldn't do that.He did nothing worng."I said becoming hyperlative.

"Honey clam down.Your stressing too much."Mom said holding my hand.

"You took him away from me. the father of my baby is in jail because of you.Why would you. i love him.He's mines and no on will separate us."I said yelling now.

"Isabella you will not go near him nor would he. He is way too old for you. He has been with minors before. Your not the first. His ex girlfriend also pressed charges but then dropped the. He is looking only one thing form you. He is going to get tired of you and then will leave you all alone. You are not the girl for him. Isa open your eyes. Think about why he was with you in the first place? Think it through.No one moves that fast from another person. If he loves you like he say he does then he would have never made yu do this. He wouldn't want to take you away from us or nothing. He would have left you and come near you when the time was right. He could have waited but you got pressured. your mother knows what it was like. she had you and your her apple of her eyes. Think this through. i know i'm not your real dad but i love you as mone own. i don;t wanna see you hurt. i look at you and see your mother. i see the same look. don;t do anything you will regret. i'm giving you the choice right now. Either accept what we are offering or lose everything."He says firmly.

Was he being serious. I saw the look in my mom's face. she has the smae confused face like i do.

"You can't be serious."I siad.

"Choice now and we end all this mess."He says.

"So i'm a mess to you. i made your life so hard then."I said angry now.

"No stop twisting words. I'm helpign you."He says.

"You know what forget what you guys want. i choice Jake an di will have the charges drop. He has every right to be with me and me with him."i said.

"i guess it's settle then."He says.

"Dean don't please don't."My mom says pleading. 

"Isa from now on you will not be getting help form us. you will pack all your things and leave the house. You wnat to be with Jake then go ahead. We know about the house in Vegas. So since you were going to run away consideing you had oakced then go ahead. You wanna be an adult then feel free.As of right now you are no longer my daughter."He says.

I was in shock. I felt like crying. My own dad who i loved no matter what just threw me out. He has disowned me. My mom was crying btu didn't say anything. She was really mad at dad consodering he just said all this. He wanted to hug her but she moved away. He look sad tooo but he was putting the big tough guy act. My life is turning upside down. Who will help me now?Jake will not be happy haveing been arrested.

"Isa the mintue you get released your things will be packed."Dad says sadly.

"okay."I said softly.

"Baby girl i'm so sorry. I think this is the only way you will learn what it's like raising a kid in your own with no help but Jake's.He will grow tire of you and i won;t be there to help you."He says.

"your doing this to yourself.You can;t hep that i'm happy with him. He is going tochnage and i will prove it to you."I said.

"Isa i'm not lettign yuo go. i don't care what your dad just said. your coming with us. jake will get released and he will have rights.I have lost you once and i don't wanna go through it again.please baby girl reconsider your decison about him."Mom says.

"No dad doesn;t wnat me fine. i know i'm breaking your heart but mines is already broken.Good luck to the both of you."I said. 

"Isa please."She says.

"Please leave. you guys just lost me. "i said looking down.

I don't know how long it took but they left afterwards. i felt broken and i wanted to cry but i knew i had this little bundle to take care of. I guess for now it's just my bundle and i and maybe Jake.

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