Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 35

At the hotel

Being at the arena was too much. I felt like I had been stabbed but I know something isn't right. Abby thinks she has won but I know Dean bette rthan anyone. He would never give up on me. Pacing back and forth in my room figuring out what to do and how im going back and forth with my life. Why does everything got to be so complicated.

My kids are on my mind right now and i have no idea how to explain this to them. They only knew that there dad and i were just mad at each other but telling then were getting divorce is a lot more than they would expect. I know what divorce parents cause for there kids. Too much pain comes with it and i for one dont want them to gi through more than they ever have too. I know what a hard life is and i promised myself a long time ago that they will have a good desent life. My head was aching and soon i blacked out.

The next day

Whatever was going on with ne made me feel really tired when i woke up.I really don't remeber when i fell asleep either. I decided to call my kids to see how they were doing.

"Hello"

"Isa how is everything with you guys?" I ask.

"Good mom. I wanted to let you know that i can't start homeschooling unless you sign some papers." She says.

"Oh. I can't believe i forgot to sign the remaing ones. Isa i will drive by today and ve there by night. Exactly when do they have to be signed?" I asked.

" By today. Mom its okay if i can't be homeschooled. I have the option to wait another month. Dont rush back home." She says.

"Isa is everything really okay. Let me know." I said.

"Yeah mom everythog is great. Im just gonna head back to class." She says.

"Sorry Isa but i forgot you had class right now." i said.

"Dont worry mom they are actually gonna send me home. I need to rest up since i didn't feel well." She says.

"Is ai can come home. I care about all of you guys. I will never forgive myself for chosing your father over any of you." I said.

"Mom just get dad back. You two are like unremovable. I have been trying my best on telling my little ones that you ad da will be back home soon." She says.

"I'll be honest with you now Isa. I really dont think your dad and i are getting back together. He has been acting strange and i feel like the more i push towards him he will got he opposite direction. If it doesn't work out then im just gonna go home. I live you guys but i fir aome reason will never let go of your father. Pleae take care of all the kids and youbesoecially. I feel really horrible leaving you with them and in you condition." I said.

"Mom relax. Eveything will be okay."she says.

"Okay. Love ajd kisses for everyone." I said.

"Love you to mom." She says hanging up.

I guess she will have to bare watching them. I hate doing this but its just for this one time. I got ready for the day and headed out.

I was walking out of my room when i spotted Dean and Abby she looked over dressed like a hooker. Dean didn't seem to mind at all. I was really surprise and just as ibwas about to leave Abby spots me. She just smirks at me and pulls Dean down to her. She looks at me as she kisses him roughly. I was disgusted with what i was seeing and just left the hotel. I cant believe Dean is with her. He would have pushed her away but he didn't. Knowing she is preganat i couldn't do anything. I don't wanna be responsible for whatever happens tobl her kid.

With my mind goung crazy i didnt realize i had reached the gym. Being here should release my stress. I entered and went to the boxing area. I hand all my gear and started to punch away all the emotions i had in me. I hadn't realize i was crying until someone grabbed my punching bag.

"Mari you okay? "

"Yeah Emma. I just needed to let it out. I said.

"He isn't worth your tears. He changed the moment it all happen. Look I'm nit saying he is a bad person but somehow he changed overnight. Just be careful Mari." She syas.

" i will. I guess i just needed to talk to someone one considering i feel better. Thanks Emma." I said hugging her.

"No problem and if you need anything I'll be there." She says,

"Thanks. " i said,

She left and i just stayed for a while longer. After thinking i decided what i would do on smackdown.

A few hours later

I was by the gorilla waiting for my music to play. I had the go for my promo. It was gonna be personal like back in the day for me. Hopefully it goes well. My music plays and i walk down to the ring.

I get a microphone before entering the ring.

"So a lot of peope have been wondering what us going on with my husband and i. Well i like to keep it private but i do have one thing i would like him to know. This time next week i will be in a match speculation. Imma keep it a secret for now so hold on tight. One little clue i sbnever mess with me or whats mines. Those who challenge me only get demolished by me. So big mistake is being in my personal life. No one will see whats coming but i. This is gonna be a great ride and i feel great knowing everyone will be part of it." Is aid throwing the mic down. I was about tobexit the ring when i saw one person who didnt wanna see. Why is she here?

So what you guys think? Who is the person she doesn't wanna see? Hint its not Abby. Please comment and vote.