Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 74

Continuation from previous chapter

I finally made it to our old home. The old home where Dean and I first lived. The home where I was first scared to be with him and never knew my first day here would bring me a happily yet rollercoaster ride.

As I enter the house I noticed my recruits were here.

"So you guys decided to show up after all." I said.

"Well when it comes to family I don't think it should prevent us from helping out." Snipe says.

"Isa is our main priority considering she carries our blood. We will watch all the kids as well but we must know what she thinks about us being in her life." Kelly says.

"Right now none of the are happy but are willing to give you a chance. I know its not what you wanna hear but its how they all feel. The had to witness things when they were so young and now I guess it still haunts them." I said.

"All we care about now is there safety. We hope that they accept us and especially isa considering she will be a big sister again." Snipe says.

"So your married?" I asked.

"No but were serious. We only have a short amount of knowing each other nd things happen. Were both in love and feel bless. I really love her and I hope Isa will accept me as well as her new sibling." He says.

"Snipe if your happy then she will be happy. Isa may see Dean as her dad but your her dad as well. She will be thrilled." I said.

" I hope so and know I love you. " he says.

"I will always love you but not the same way as it was. We both made a living but you will always be in me as the first man who I did fall in love weith and now don't even regret being with you. Your the one who gave me my first child and now she's all grown up. She's my special little girl because she's your daughter. You made her special in so many ways that I wouldn't trade anything from the past. We wiuldnt be here right this moment if we never meet." I said.

"She is soecial and I won't let anyone take her awayor harm her in anyway." He says.

"So what's the plan?" Kelly says.

"Since you both agreed to keep us safe I was thinkingof leaving the country. I need to be far away as possible. Knowing I'll be far away from everyone I have ever know is what needs to happen. I myself need help with my addiction. You guys knew I had a drug problem back then and it has resurfacedagain. I ended up finding a good treatment center there and a school program for the kids. We can be safe there and be there until I'm clean." I said.

"Oh Mari how did this happen?" Kelly asked.

"Well let's say my enemy has my past in her hands. She knows my weaknesses and knows where to attack me. Kelsey has become a threat in my life. Everything that went down in our past is coming back. Then there's Abby. The fragil one of us all. She's back in her sisters hands. Anything she will try to do will be towards her son. The little guy has nothing to do with any of this. All our kids seem to be the target for our mistakes. Mines have had a hard life with that and it continue as they grow. Why can't theyhave a normal life?" I said.

"Look Mari you have done the best you can . Don't blame yourself for anything. They know about your memory problem. Nothing has ever been perfect but your a fighter. That one thing that we both admired about you. Never give up on yourself. Everything has ben worth the journey." Kelly says hugging me.

"Thanks iguess just never knew how good I have hadit but knowing me just like getting hurt never knowing when to stop all the crazyness inside me." Isaid.

"Mari you will be okay. Now about you leaving the country when do you plan on leaving." Snipe says.

"I'm just here for the week. Isa is with her boyfriend so I let her saya sortof goodbye for now thing." I said.

"You know i'm not proud what she has done but her happiness means the world to mean even though i gave her up. I hope she doesn't fall into the lifestyle we lived. Knowing she has already ihope she doesn't." Snipe says.

"She won't." I said.

"Okay guys now on with the plan. I actually own a property in Europe. So I don't know if thats how far you wanna go or?" Kelly asks.

"No its perfect. Where is it located?" I aksed.

"If I'm thinking correctly and rememebr I have that place in Norway."she said.

"Perfect. That's excatly where I need to go. All my research has been based there so we should be headed there sometime next week." I said.

"Great I'll have everything set up and I'll make sure there is enough security there. I know you would want you privacy so I'll handle that." She says.

"I can't thank you guys enough. Just know I'll be keeping you guys updated as I figure out what I would strike first." I said.

"Good we wanna help you get her of your back. Your not the only one she has been after so your not alone. "They say together.

"I know just be safe. I can't bare to have anyone hurt anymore. Please just please be safe." I said hugging them.

"Were always safe. You know we were the baddest ones on the block. So your speaking to professionals." Snipe says chuckling.

"Of course ince we've played this game before. Only were well I'm on the other end this time around." I said.

"Will get through this. Just have faith." Snipe says hugging me and kissed my forehead.

"I'll see you guys later, I need to get back to my kids." I said leaving.

As I left I had the urge to have my drugs. I hated doing this but my stress was getting to me. I took a few pills before I headed back. I just hope everything goes well.

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