Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 57

Seattle

Upon arriving where a live event was gonna be held I stopped by the hotel I was gonna be staying at for the night. As I was heading towards my room I noticed a lot of the roster was here. I thought they be by the arena or something. As I reached my room I heard someone call me.

"Mari?"

I turn arond to see Dean and Roman.

"Hello Dean Roman." I said.

"Baby girl." Roman says hugging me.

"Do you mind explaing why your here?" He said rudely.

"I'm just here on business. You know something you do." I said.

"Roman do you mind leaviñg us alone for a moment. I need to speak with my wife." Dan says through his teeth.

"See you around baby girl. Meet you at the arena Dean." He says fist pumping.

Dean then looks at me with angry eyes.

"Why don't we go inside so no one sees us." I said opening the door to my room

"Tell me what your doing here instead of being with our kids." Dean says slamming the door shut. 

"I'm here for business is all. What aren't you understanding?" I said annoyed.

"You gotta stop with all this Mari. Me leaving and then you showing up isn't what's best for us. I need my space Mari." He says.

"So you wouldn't wnt me to do this then." I said wrapping myself around him.

"Mari this isn't going to work." He says trying to remove me from him.

"Baby stop trying. You know you miss me. I said kissing his neck.

"No I miss the wife I fell for not wht I see now." He says.

"Come on baby relax. We have time before we go to the arena." I said in his ear.

"Your not yourself. I can tell you took the pills. I lost you for good." He says angrily.

"No baby. The is the real me. Don't you like this side of me. Remember how you first were with me. I fell for you like this and I expect he same from you." I said.

"No the one I loved and will always love is the one who doesn't do drug." He says finally pulling me off him.

"No Dean you like this one. Come on touch me. I love when you explore me wih you hands. " I said moving my hands to his chest.

"Just stay away from me. Find me when your back to your normal self." He says swatting my hands away.

"Dean baby don't be this w ay. I want our marriage to go back to normal. You know we make up and stay with he kids afterwards." I said.

"We need time apart. I hope you find yourself Mari. I really don wanna lose you but if it comes to that then I'll let you go." He says moving away from me and leaving.

I just stand there trying to process what was going on. Dean doesn't want me because of the pills. I know I promised to stop but can't. I actually rought them with me. I need them more than I thought. I even cancelled my sessions with sharon.

I just ignored my thought right now and made a bag of clothes that i was going to take instead of my whole luggage. 

After packing my things I decided to change from my tank top and skinny jeans to a red lace sleeve dress. It reached upto my knees and it hugged my body perfectly. I then took out black pump heels and put the white pearl earrings Dean gave me on our wedding anniversery. I looked at myself in the mirror satisfied with how I looked. I put a little bit of make up and moved my hair to one side since I have natural curls.