Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 108

The next day 

I wasn't sure what I was feeling right now but it told me that today everything ends. My own twin sister was the one that made a fire go way farer than it needed too. I never thought meeting her that day was when hell would rise. How did I never realize she was my sister. The way she had acted and how did sbe manage to look older than she was. This girl even came go my home to warn me about our parents peopel coming after me all those years ago.she helped me but what chnaged? This is the girl who seem tobe sane until somehiw Dean made his way into her heart. She didn't kniw what she was feeling but it dawn her fault. I can addmit that she feel for the wrong guy but it wasng her fault. I know what she is feeling knowing that I always thiugbt Dean was never good for me and I was wring. I learned to love him when he was winning me with his aggressiveness. Dean made me feel happiness in a long time.Whatever caused Dean to do what he did with Kelsey then it happen. She feel for him but I never knew who made the first move. 

As I was close to the jail my mind was now focused on what I wanted to tell Kelsey. I think now would be the time to forgive for all the pain we caused each other. Making my way to the door I had to get through security and then waited till I saw my sister. 

"Hello Kelsey." I said. 

"Mari, What makes you  think I would want to talk to you." She says bitter. 

"Look just seat and be thankful I asked them to give us this room to talk in private except the guy that's guarding the door on the other side." I said. 

"If you think those kidswill be with you your wrong. We have identical DNA mari. There is a possiblity that I can too be pass as there motgher. You never deserved to have all thise kids. You took away the guy that I loved and then took the next ine that came."she said. 

"First I never knew you liked Zack or Snipe back then. I thiught you vuys were just frends and plus I was not the ne who made the move.I never ever wanted it to happen but it did. I dated them gave myself to Snipe but its because we loved each other. I never in any way neant to hurt you. Plus I still have that condition where my memory was all messed up. I haven't had that problem in a long time but I just never knew who I really was back then." I said. 

"You were always the one that people loved and I know its true because have still hfsave tahat memory." She said. .

"I don't okay. I can't even remeber those good days only the pain that mom and dad put me through. The days I had to escape so I wouldn't be involved in there schemes but landed there anyways when I next Snipe. I made a huge mistake and I've been paying it ever since. You crossed the line when I found my husband cheating on me. When he asked for a divorce and mostly when I actually beat him to it yet he send them all ripped up. The moment you stepped into my kids kife is what send me over the edge. My oldest daughter fell for guy wh is way to old for her and even has a child with. You caused for my daughter ti have a kid at a young agae just because you couldn't back off everything that has happen to my family sand is because if you. Your the reason everything crumbled around me and still  your the one who brought this pleged and it doesn't go away. Your enemies might come after me next just because they feel like it. I can never ever forget any of these things because you managed to break me." I said. 

"Well it worked. Now leave. You said what you wanted so leave. I'll never make you have paece for as long as I live." She said knocking the door so the guard could take her back to her cell.

I saw her laeve but I knew what I needed to conform. Just a matter of time before it clicks. 

Kelsey's pov 

I can't believe she had the nerve to actually come. I didn't think she would come but she did. This girl had nerve but she would be at peace. As I was walked back to my cell something inside me clicked. The door was closing and I was all alone behind 4walls. I stared ah tghem until I coukdnt take it anymore. My mind was racing and I felt some oain on my side. I never got chcked when I got here and this oain hasn't gine away. I stared fuji punxh the walls until I was bleeding on my knuckles. I was thinking how mari had wina nd git evrything she always wnated like always. The sister who wanted to imoress but she couldn't remebr the true person she was. The girl I envyedall my childhood life until we were separated. Mari gt mimand dad while Abby and I got send away. They thigutyh she was perfect but she wasn't. I knew something inside her was not right but they never saw it. They thought I was the crazy one and more to think the hideous one after that accident. Mari got safe but I didn't. I was burden to my oarents who couodnt deal with jt. I got the operation and for what,to know I was abandon at my own will. 

Mari has it all why couldn't i. This girl ruined me and I hate her. I did better than her in survival but she got the family and friends that help her through everything . I had to pay people to be with me and some use my body. I have never been satified with my life and I have a reason to now. My son needs me. I thnk I gaff a son or was it a daughter. My baby got taken away from me and they will pay. 

Moments later 

I had fallen asleep and I don't remember how. My body feels numb and I see Mari standing in front of me. She comes closer only to smirk at me. I slaped her only to see it was an illusion. She continued to smirk and then laughed at me. I saw all her friends around her and Dean.one thing that took my attention was a baby in there arms. She looked like me but as I reached for her she disappaered. They all disappeared. I saw thta I was not dreaming but awake. I wanted to get out of here but the door turned to a wall. I was banging but no response. I saw a dog in front of me who looked vicious. I was losing it that I did the one thing I needed to do. I couldn't take this anymore. I felt relief and more myself when I cut myself. They won't win and I will get out.

So what you guys think? Is Kelsey going crazy or was it just her mind playing tricks on her. Plaese comment and vote.only 2 or 3 chapters left depending how I decide to end it.