Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 82

1 week later

Kelsey's pov

I have been feeling really weird with my stomach but I have been ignoring it. I haven't even seen Dean in about a week I did the things I wanted with him but he hasn't reported anything . My mind has been wondering about him all this time that its completely taken over my mind. He is the man I want but he is taken by my enemy. I need to eliminate her as soon as possible. I need dean, my cravings for him are only growing more. what has this man done to me to feel this way?

As I was in my office I receive a call.

"Hello". I said.

"Kelsey we have a big problem."

"What is it?" I said.

"Look don't get mad but we have lost sight of Abby and her son." My  head leader says.

"What do you mean you lost sight of her?" I said slamming my hand on the desk.

"We saw her talking with Seth a while ago and it seem they were in a  pretty heated argument." He says.

"How could you lose sight of her. I know she knows were Dean is." I said angrily.

"Sorry boss but were trying our best to find her. He says.

"Either you find her or don't even think of coming back here. I didn't hire you and your men to lose sight of anyone. we  already lost one person and I don't need another." I said hanging up. 

All this time I had Abby in my hands but now I don't know what to think. Will she be found or will she have escaped from my grasp?

Abby's pov

After the heated argument with Seth I could no longer handle him. Yeah I loved him but he went over the bar now. He has hurt me in so many ways that I regret him being the father to my son. My son has a douche of a father. After I left the little café we were at I noticed that Kelsey's men were following me as usual. I did my best to not notice them and then took the audacity to make a run for it. Yes I had my son in my arms but I needed to find a way to get them away from me. I have been followed ever since Kelsey came back into my life. I needed this one chance to get away and to ensure my son does not grow up in this life. 

Mari's pov

Today my session with my therapist made me think a lot. I was comparing my life with Snipe and Dean. I saw what the similarities were and the differences. My perfect match was Dean. He was the one who actually swept me off my feet and i'm still on cloud nine about him.

My therapist had advice me to look at my pills today and told me to think about why I started taking them. She asked me how did they make me feel and how they have changed me. What was really shocking was me actually for the first time seeing I have changed since I took these.  I was a little over the edge back then too that I remember pushing people away all the time. I'm the only one to have done this to myself. I made people hate me because I pushed them to the side as if they were nothing.

I'm deep in thoughts when I see little Jon by the doorway.

 "Hey sweetie."i said.

"Uh mom I need to talk to you and it's very serious." He says.

"What's the matter honey?" I asked worried. 

"look I know that I have to love you and all but I don't feel safe here with you. I don't wanna live with you or any of these other people that you asked us to get along with. I wanna be with dad. He was the most understanding towards me and I miss him. I don't wanna hurt your feelings but this is how I feel. Dad is the most responsible person I know and your just taking him away from us. We did nothing wrong and it seems your only punishing us for the mistakes you made. as the man of the family like my dad taught me to be one day he told me to make a stand and to show that I am not afraid of anything." He says.

My eyes are held wide as I am to shock at what my son has just told me. he loves dean more than me. I have lost him as well. I couldn't feel myself or no words were able to come out. How was I going to respond to something like that. He is trying to be the man of the family just like Dean has taught him.

"Um Jon I...he cuts me of. 

"No more lies mom. I've seen when Isa pulls you away to talk. I know what's going on and I don't approve. your being selfish mom. How could a loving mother like you do that. Ever since I was little you taught me right from wrong. You really don't see that from your point of view anymore. Tell me this, he sighs, do you still love any of us?" He asks.

"Baby boy I have never stop loving you. My heart and soul is all about my kids. Never ever think I have rejected you in any ay. I get I have not been the best mom in  along time but I will get better. I just need to find myself all over again." I said kneeling down to him and hugging him. 

"Mom if you really wanna be like you use too stop taking the pills." He says.

"How did...I'm lost for words. He has them in his hands. I take them away from him.

"Just promise me to stop and give me back the mom who was always loving and laughing with a smile. "He says kissing my cheek then forehead. He leaves right after with me just stun.

My own son had the guts to knock some sense into me but why am I choosing to ignore it? What more do I need to go through for me to understand?

So what do you guys think? The moment with little Jon and Mari? Abby escaping and Kelsey losing her mind or naw? Please comment and vote