Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 31

Few days later

Marissa's pov

I awake to see wires all over me. I then see my stomach. It was stitched up. I then see Dean coming through the door.

"Baby your finally awake. Ican't believe your finally awake." He says kissing me.

"Dean what's going on.why am I here and why is my stomach stitched up?" I said.

"Look Mari I need you to be strong." He says looking down.

"Dean what's wrong." I ask.

"I'm sure you know who attacked you. And you know what happen. Look this is hard but the baby is gone." He says crying.

"Dean I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have been with you. I couldn't stop her. She caught me off guard. I lost my second child. I'm a horrible mother. I can't even watch my own children. I'm a horr....dean cuts me of by kissing me. He starts off slow then rough.

"Mari your a great mother okay.your better than any other woman I know. I'm the terrible parent. I don't pay much attention to them as I should but you do. You go to great lengths for them." He says breathing heavily.

"Dean your a good father. I guess I should have never come back or anything. I should have left you when I found out about her. I think we would have never gone through this. Maybe we should go our seprate ways now. Nothing is ever going to be okay we us. I'm sorry Dean we need to be separated again and maybe it'll be permanate this time around. " I said avoiding his gaze.

"Mari I can't lose you. You keep me sane. I don't wanna go through be lost without you again. I might just make the same thing again. No I don't wanna be that same guy I was when I met you. Mari please don't go." He says.

"Dean please leave. I'll let the kids know that we will still be friends and they will get to see you whenever they wnat too." I said.

"You go I take the kids away from you." He says.

"Your not serious." I said.

"I am. Chsoe cause I won't lose any of you." He says.

"You go near them I will never forgive you. I will make your life hell." I said.

"There my kids too. I love you but your making me do this." He says.

"I hate you. You never changed. Your the same jerk I meet. The man that made my life hell from the beginning. I hate you. Why did I marry you. Why?" I said yelling/crying now.

"No you don' t. We married each other because we love each other. Our kids are from our love. We love each other. So don't make me do this." He says.

"Watch your back now Dean. This time your going to wish you never met me." I said.

"Mari you just made the biggest mistake right now. I am going to fight for the kids . I'm sorry baby but its for the best." He says walking out of room.

This has to be a dream. We did not just separate or fight or... what is wrong with us. Why is this happening. We lost our child and it felt like nothing. We care about us more than the lost. I feel ashamed for not grieveing my baby. Where have I gone wrong. I need to get my life together again. And for Dean I think there is no saving him anymore from what he might do.

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