Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 40

The next Day

Being behind bars has given me time to think. I never realized how bad I was back then. Looking at myself now I see how I've changed. Why do I still have recurring thoughts about my life back then. My life kept poping inside me and I start to remember who I really was. I was so in love with Snipe that at the time we weren't together yet and I prettybmuch was his right hand. I did a lot of things for him. He bail me out when I needed him. I even......no I even remember being engaged to him. I was once going to be Mrs. Snipe Hallows. I was going to be his back then. I was the one who wanted to concieve a child with him I had planned it.

My thoughts are interrupted by a officer.

"You have a visitor."

He let's me me out and takes me to a priavte room. When I enter the room I see Dean. He looked confused and hurt and sad.

"Mari."" He says hugging me after the cop left us alone.

"How could you." I said ushing him and slapping him hard.

"He holds his cheek.

"Mari I did it to keep you and the kids safe.I never ever wanted this to happen. I wanted to be with you every single day i I got drugged baby. I knew it was happening since Zack just happen to be there to keep me sane somehow. I never ever lost my memory."He says.

"You lied to me again. I am so sick of being held in the dark. I have to be the one to suffer. Why do you continue to do this.". I said with tears coming down.

"I did what is best for my family. I will do anything to keep you safe. I don't care what I have ti do as long as no one touches the ones I love. Mari I love you. That day you were seducing me I waned to tell you. I had to fight myself  to not do what I love doing to you. I wanted to do you over and ovevever again but I had to make sure you didn't catch on. I loved that you were trying to win me back and I loved that you wanted to do whatever it took to get me. I would have made you love all night long that day if I wanted too." He says.

"You know I was so worried about you but it turns out you have your memory. I wanted to do so many things with you so I could help you but you dont need it. I thought we had trust but I guess I was wrong." I said.

"Mari we do have trust.j I was never once unfaithful to you. I may kissed her just to play along but I'm always thinking of you. I missed you and I can't wait any longer." He says.

I look at him strangly until he grabs my face and kisses me roughly. He then pushes me to the wall and continues kissing me. He moves his hands to my pants and tries to remove them.

"Dean what are you doing?" I ask as he kisses my neck.

"Relax baby. I paid the cop to let me have you." He says between kisses.

"No we shouldn't do this. I'm still m.....he shuts me up by kissing me.

He removes his shirt and then mines. I didn't realize that the handcuff were off. He has me trap and lifts me up. I just automatically wrap myself around him as he contiunes. He goes roughly and slow and rough ad slow.

Moments later

I was breathing heabily and so was Dean. I was covered up with his shirt. He had his hands wrapped around me. I looked at him and kissed him.

"Baby know I will never go behind you back . This is only temporqry. I will get you out of herevbefore you know it. I have a hunch of who stole that baby. No way it was that quick he was born and then disappeared. I'll make sure your out before the end of the week. I promise you will be okay in here. The kids will be safe okay. I lve you baby. Will get through this." He says kisding me.

". I love you too. Please be safe. Also I need to tell you something about my past that might help." I said.

". What is it baby?" He asks.

"I remember Abby. I ruined her back then when I was rebellious. I made her life hell and look at her now. She found after all these years to return the favor. I never forgave myself for that. I was really bad back then. Dean I never meant to take things far. I was young and didn't listen back then. She went to jail for a crime I commit which was rob a store." I said.

"So you were her worst nightmare in a way. Now I understand why she blamed you. I guess wants you to feel what she felt. But know she won't get far. I will clear your name " he says.

A knock on the door tells us our time is up.

"Mari I'll see later this week. I will make sure Ronald gets ou out. I will pay for protection. I love you baby." He says kissing me.

"I love you too. But I want you to keep this with you." I said handling him my necklace that had a heart shape on it.

"Mari I can't.this is yours. I kow this means a lot to you." He says trying to hand it back.

"No Dean this is a symbol if our love. I got this heart one because i met you. I use to wear a star and drangon fly one but I changed it to this one. Dean it has your and my name in grave in it. Just take it. It will keep you safe." I said kissing him.

"Mari I will fix this. I'll be back soon." He says.

"See you." I said.

After our little moment we had our clothes back and he just hugged me tight. We said our last goodbye when the cop took me back to my cell. As I am put in my cell I fall asleep thinking about my past. I was only sleeopng after what I did with Dean. Hopefully he gets me out soon. I need to see my kids and I need to find out who is behind this but if I'm right like Dean is thinking then it had to be Kelsey. She has to be behind it. Only one close to her so who else.

Isa's pov

I was really scared abkut the guys that were here. Jake never told me about this. I wanna see if Emma is okay but they have her tied up in my room. Why would he send them and hold Emma hostage in a way.

"Isa get down here now." Simeone yelled.

"I went downstairs to see Jake?.

"Jake?" I said smiling.

"Isa we need to do this or your family pays." He says seriously.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"We either set up that baby for adoption or remive it now. I know its a risk but I don't wanna keep it. You know what I did with that other girl. I'm enagaged to her. If you don't do something then Kelsey will take your child away." He says.

"Wait Kelsey?" I asked.

"Yeah you know her and she knows you. I'm trying to safe you. Please Isa think this through. It hurts me telling you this but it has to be done." He says.

"No she raised me for what. I trusted her so she wants to be all boss so bring it. I will not let control me like back then. Jake take my side. I will save you from her. I love you no matter what." I said.

"I hope being with you and doing it your way works.". He says hugging me this time.

I hope it does since I use to be treated badly back then but kept shut about it.

So what you guys think? I decided to add Isa back into the story. So she just confessed Kelsey use to mistreat her and now wants revange. What is she going to do? And what about Dean and Mari. Mari is remembering her past somehow.Dean wants her out and wants to prove her innocence. How will he help her out? Why is Mari having recruiting things all of a sudden? Please comemnt and vote.