Shattered or not? (Dean Ambrose)#wattys2015

Chapter 67

Philadelphia

We had just landed back home. Right now we were driving back home hoping the kids will be excited to see us considering we didn't tell them we were coming home at all. Right now I was still drowsy and had a bad headache. My body isn't up for anything but knowing I get to see my kids is what makes me feel happy.

"So you think the kids are going to convince us to stay this time around?"

Dean asks.

"I'm pretty sure they are. Its not like we  can stop them but it does hurt them we always come and then leave before they know it." I said.

"Look I have been thinking this since we got off the plane and its best you don't go back to wwe. the kids really want one of us to stay and I think it should  be you. I know I'm being selfish about this but they only look forward to having you more than me They kids need a parent at least with them at all times. Us working all the time is only going to stain our relationship with them." He says.

"Dean you know I have a commitment to fill. As long as I'm there I can't leave unless they find the right diva to hold the divas division as strong as I have and will." I said.

"Mari your sick and continue to get targeted  by  people. I'm looking out for you and what's best. I hate seeing you always come and leave  when you barley starting. You decided to retire a while ago and I think you should stick to it. What's more important to you your job or the kids?" He asks me.

"Dean don't make me answer that. I don't want to choose between to thing I love." I said looking out the window.

"Mari I will quit wwe if you don't decide to stay with the kids." He say.

I look at him in shock at what he just aid Was he being serious about quitting. He has worked all his life for this. Why throw away what he ahs worked for all his life.

"Dena what are you saying?" I asked confused?

"I love my family more than my job. I've given up to many things for them and I don't want to anymore. I find it that I'm in the point in where its more about family now than my job. there are so many things I can do outside the ring. "He says. 

"Dean your not quitting and I'm not leaving. I only have to be therefor a short amount of time and there. Why do you continue to threaten me with things like this." I said. 

"There not threats sweetheart but truthfulness. this is how I have been feeling this whole time. Either you leave behind what hasn't started or I leave and forget we ever had a marriage in a way." He says.

"So I'm in between you and a wall. well I guess I choose the wall. I'm not gonna leave until I finish what I have to do. I thought you changed but it seems like you haven't ." I said.

"I should say the same to you." He says.

We had just pulled over the drive way of our home and exited the car. I was about to fall when dean caught me. I just pushed him away and helped myself up. I was angry about what he was talking about. Why is it when were happy something always has to be in the way.

When we entered the house we saw the kids watching a film. when they saw us they came running like crazy and hugged us.

"Are you guys stay for good this time." Mayra asked.

No baby were not." I said. She had a sad face. "But we will be here all week. We can do anything you guys want." I said kissing her cheek.

"Daddy can you guys stay forever. We really miss you guys." Mayra says looking at Dean with puppy eyes.