This is part TWO of the same book under the same title.
Tora never asked to be a Lunos and he certainly didn't ask for three mates.
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As the weakest member of his house, Tora has always been a lone wolf. He's never been the smartest, the bravest...
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~Micah~
"What do you think baby? You think you're Mama and Papa are going to be okay?"
I ask Myah as I gently rub my small bump where I was finally showing enough to be pregnant. I guess I still could be just bloated but Myah's tiny kicks against my hand say otherwise. Watching myself in the long floor-to-ceiling mirror inside my closet. I lay my hands against the soft white crop top I was wearing paired with my long pale pink skirt with my hair braided back with just a little floral comb on top of the bun. The delicate gold butterfly necklace Tora gifted me matches perfectly as it does with any outfit.
Turning to the side, I guess you really can see my little baby bump a bit better, my skin is naturally glowing with confidence and I think I'm feeling really feminine today.
Something about this side of me just feels a lot better and more freeing than the masculine side I pretended to wear since I'm not out yet. I think I'm in between on the gender spectrum but feminine leaning since I feel euphoric dressed in this way. Because of this, I think I want to try to use female pronouns for the first time.
Now I just have to tell the boys.
I don't know how they're going to react and the dark thoughts in the back of my head bubble over.
What if they don't think I'm nonbinary because I want to try this new pronoun? What if they think I'm changing my mind too much or faking it? What if they don't believe me and lastly...
What if Tora doesn't like me as a girl?
"I guess we'll have to see huh? You must hear how fast your Onnie's heart is beating, poor little guy," I coo as I turn to Myah for comfort. I can't wait to meet my adorable little one. To finally be able to smoosh his little cheeks and cradle him in my arms. There are only four more months left to go in my pregnancy and I'm both excited and terrified.
"My love, I'm home!" I can hear Tora's shout and in my nude flats, I nervously give myself one final look before rushing out of our bedroom door. I rush down the long hallway and stairs to the front stairs where Tora was taking off Casper's jacket as the pair stood at the front door.
"Welcome home Tora!" I shyly grab their attention and they both look at me with Tora going completely silent and Casper's mouth gaping to the point where his jaw might be broken.
My smile fades as I come to realize they probably think I'm weird and ugly which is true, I just wish they wouldn't be so obvious about it.
"Ah, let me change,"
I quickly excuse myself and try to walk away but Tora grabs my hand and turns me right back around.
"Sorry love, you're just so beautiful I lost my train of thought for a second there. It's still gone, choo choo, there it goes," Tora explains while giving me a tight hug.
