I can feel the rage deep within
I feel the pain well up in my eyes
There are things, things I forgot
The buried hurt and anguished cries
I am still so full of anger
Anger at what you did
Why did I let you treat me that way
I am angry at what I hid
The bruises were on the surface where none could see
But the worst of them was in my mind
The things you said I always believed
Even the worst no matter how unkind
Thanks to you I cannot trust
Thanks to you I will always be alone
I tried a second time but again I failed
There will never be another I call home
The explosion is imminent
The rage bursting at every seam
I look back in wonder at what is this life
How I wish it was nothing more than a dream
So much I regret having never done
So many words that I wish I could have said
Too much will go on unchanged
All the words in between still unread
They say time can heal all wounds
I beg to differ because I will never forget
Every time I felt the sting from your fist
I wish we had never met
No matter where I go
There you sit
Like a devil on my shoulder
Whispering all your toxic shit
The rage it comes
It fills me with such a torment
It washes hate over me
The rage was always imminent
