Useless, pointless
What a waste of space
Never doing things right
I only push them all away
If only they knew
How much I hurt inside
I don't mean the hurtful words
The ones they can't abide
When will I learn
To show love and care
Why is it so hard for me
I wish they were aware
My insides are rotting
My mind is full of rage
I have never hated me more
More than I do today
I am so wrong
And I feel so alone
I don't want to hurt them
I wish I were made of stone
I hate myself
More than they can see
I wish I was beautiful
But that will never be
I'm so tired
The struggle has me beat
And this war in my head
Fills me with defeat
I am useless
A washed up waste
I will always be broken
I should be replaced
