Do you ever wish
Do you ever dream
Doesn't it feel
Like it's tearing at the seam
I wish I was gone
Never really there
I want to fade away
Disappear without a care
No one would notice
I have always lived unseen
Nothing would change
They wouldn't know I had ever been
My existence doesn't matter
And I have no doubt
They would all be better
If I just wrote my part out
I only bring misery
I don't undestand joy
I can't bring happiness
When my being just annoys
The light fades to darkness
And I stare at the wall
Why am I still here
Why was I ever here at all
