Why can I never say
What I really mean
Why do I push away
What I really need
Why can I not speak
What is within my heart
I want to scream so loud
It is all I wanted from the start
I cannot explain the deepest pain
The pain I feel inside
So I push them all away
And crawl to my corner and hide
I would rather not feel
And save the ones I love
They all have pain of their own
Have I not put them through enough
I wish I could tell you
What I really feel
I harbor things so dark and cold
From the heart I wish speak
