Unrevealed, Unravelled, Unclaimed

Was I Selfish

Was I selfish
To think you cared
Was I ignorant
To think you'd ask how I fared
Did you know
I still sleep alone
Did you see
There is no one home
Was I blind
To think you still see
Was I deaf
To think you'd not want free
Too many restless nights
Spent wishing for some hope
Is it true honesty
I struggle, I reach and grope
Was I wrong
To think you could change
Was I right
To believe you are so strange
My body aches
From this tangle I am in
My heart stops
Where do I begin