I know I should only look back
To see how far I have come
But I look over my shoulder
And all unravels and is undone
Where did I go wrong
What did I do
When I look back
All I see is you
The hatred in your eyes
The wrath gleaming on your fist
I cower in the corner
Tell me what have I missed
That was the first time
My first mistake of many
Never was it love
Never was there any
Then came a moment
One of complete control
You tried to form me
Into your perfect mold
I forged my own path
And walked away
I wish I had truly
Always been that brave
Then there was the one
The one who took me in
He made it all seem so perfect
At first I thought it was a win
Everything I did was wrong
And I was made to feel small
Nothing I could do was right
Not a single thing, not at all
The fights were always silent
You made me to blame
I once again lost myself
I was not the same
Away on business
You found comfort in another
Me at home tossed aside
Forgotten wife and mother
You broke apart
What I thought could be good
No more role as a husband or father
I never really understood
Life is such a blur
I wish I could start again
I am not sure what is left
Alone, I am my only friend
