The day has faded to silence
And I still can't get the words right
I stare at the lengthening shadows
Should I just tell you goodnight
Should I walk away
Or should I sleep my final sleep
Was I ever really here
Is my memory worth the keep
Everything inside and out is spinning
Spiraling down and out of my control
death is circling me and beckoning
Do I give in, do I let it take hold
On the edge of every tomorrow
A hurricane blows at my back
It pushes me closer over
my tears flow down and black
Black and shadowed
A dark and twisted anguish
why do I still breathe this sweetened breeze
Why is it that I still languish
This pain burns from the inside
There is no need for my guidance anymore
There is no need for me to remain
Let go of my hand I must implore
Should I say it
Should we say goodnight
The word lingers on my tongue
As I search the room for one last light
I am not afraid to take death's hand
I will willingly go so you might be saved
So you can be free of my darkness
It is for you that I have slaved
I wanted to give you a better life
To free you of the burden of my past
So maybe this is goodbye
No more tears, these are the last
